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Wednesday, November 30, 2005

creative =)

click on image for larger view. combination of lyrics from different songs can become a new song wor. =)

ANGEL_scribbled * -11:17 PM

a romantic date

i alwayz remind myself to blog about the romantic cafe but i alway forgot.. so now.. i shall blog abt it sia.

the cafe outside hmv is so "attractive".. - the one tat sihui thought it's raining.. (coz there's a waterfall)

i wish for a romantic date at tat cafe! =x ahaha..

bored.. im being cheered by the 9pm show.

i find myself leading a super pathetic life..

Bored is one point.
Stress is another point.
Broke is the recent point.

how pathetic.

rest my mind frm fyp.. just one nite.

now.. starting to study advance.

im fine. dun worry. i just wish to be alone. nothing gotta do with you. =)

ANGEL_scribbled * -10:10 PM

new campus - chio!

ANGEL_scribbled * -7:12 PM

the very first time.. i felt so poor.. the very first time.. i felt myself being so useless. dun ask me why. this is just how i feel. and DONT ASK WHY!

i might not be in the best dressing at times. i might not be the most stunning one. i might not be the prettiest. i might not be... but i still have that little fashion sense. ahem.

when im sad. when im happy. when im moodless. when i need someone. why no one sense tat?

FYP MADNESS.

dun sms me. dun call me. dun msn me. i wish to be left alone.

ANGEL_scribbled * -7:05 PM

Monday, November 28, 2005

Letting Go Of Hurt

by Linda Chia

It is so much easier to have been hurt, and not recover since, then to let the hurt go.

The hurt could have been from anything - a careless remark/action from a loved one, or the lack of loving remark/action from a friend when one is down, or built up, layer by layer, through a series of events over time.

Sometimes, the hurt could have transmuted in the process, morphing into anger, disappointment, resentment, contempt, or disillusion. Or all of them.

And then you give up.
You give up on the friendship.
You give up on the romantic relationship.
You give up being your father's son.

To me, in the context of the human race, it's all about the loving relationship between 2 parties, though it is called by different names.
We call the love for friends "friendship".
We call the love of a significant other "romance".
We call the love for family "kinship".
We call the love for the unfortunate "compassion".

Despite its many names, the grandeur of the love in the relationship automatically pales when hurt creeps in.

Suddenly, your friend doesn't seem to know you so well anymore.
Your lover's actions are filled with suspicion in your eyes.
Your sister can't seem to be counted on as an ally.
The unfortunate doesn't seem as deserving (case in point: NKF).

We flinched, and stepped away, and withdrew part of that love, so it would hurt less. All the while holding the hurt in our hearts.

Take a step back, and really think. Was it really that bad?

Sure, when the hurt happened, the feelings were real. Rightly or wrongly, logically or illogically, reasonably or unreasonably - we feel the hurt, and the sting of the pain was very real.

But I took a close look at myself.

After suffering the same unhappiness for some time, I have come to realise that the only thing that is haunting me, is ME.

I did not let go of the hurt.

Replaying the scene and the unkind words in my head like some sorta twisted masochist, I revisited my pain.

I poured out the injustice to some friends, hoping to find comfort and maybe even pity - only to re-affirm the same awful feelings of disillusion again in my heart.

With hurt in my eyes, I looked at the person who had unknowningly inflicted the pain, hoping she would see it and I would get validation.

Stroking the wound when the world had gone to bed at night, I held it close for company, wallowing in its exquisite pain, and sobbing pitifully over it.

It's all destructive.

The pain had been inflicted once, and the incident could have even been long forgotten by the perpetrator, but it was ME who held onto it. Haunting and hurting myself, over and over.

Of course, it is very very difficult to let go.

Sometimes, we need our feelings validated to help us move forward. Sometimes, even an apology doesn't help, because the pain was so much. ~~When I look at my dad, I know he carries the hurt from my mum still, 15 years on. Still refusing to let go. And hurting himself with it all this time.~~

But who was it that said "To err is human, to forgive, divine"?

Very cliched, but very true.

Today, I've decided to let my hurt go. I know that when I look at my beloved friend in the eyes again, I will be seeing the wonderful person that I love, not the horrible person who caused me pain.

It will be the love I hold onto this time.

ANGEL_scribbled * -12:42 AM

unreasonable me!

be it.. i admit for being unreasonable.. lyk said.. im a missy in my family.. you care?

sometimes i wonder.. who can tolerate my unreasonable behaviour? who can tolerate my super bad temper? who can tolerate my stubborness? and who can love me the way i am...? you disappointed me with tat... "i dont know."

feeling super stress up.. main reason for it is.. FYP.. so sorry about delaying the shooting.. eh.. but not i want de ya.. im afraid of being blamed. =x aRgh... dun wish to be doing last min work.. hopefully cheryl will be able to make it this wed... I PRAY HARD YA... if not.. i will really be dying of STRESS....!!

damn it.. i got a C for HR.. HOW CAN! fuCk tat teacher off man! she just suck to the core.. idiotic! anyhow grade.. told her.. am held by traffic jam le ma... just being unreasonable.. super irritating sia!

alright.. admit it.. im having mood swing.. im in good mood just now.. and now.. super bad mood.. for lyk NO reason?!! argh! lyk hell.. WATEVER~!

ANGEL_scribbled * -12:31 AM

Thursday, November 24, 2005

wonderful days

shall update about recent stuff. i realised im starting to neglect my blog.. how can right? i love my design so much.. so the more i should update.

saturday
went out to have dinner with gal.. it's her bday celebration.. by right, I am suppose to go for her later night celebration.. but i brought forward to have dinner with her.. and skipped the clubbing part.. due to the fact tat im sick.. and i dun wana drink.. no point going there ya.. she understand tat im not feeling well.. so she din scold me.. ahaha.. =)

went home around 8+.. getting bored.. and decided to have mahjong session with friends.. weehee.. i won ya.. maybe due to the blessing from god.. coz i pray before playing.. ahaha.. =x anyway.. someone went for wedding dinner tat day.. and he got himself drunk.. called me several time and repeat his words again and again.. funny to an extend.. silly to an extend too.. and i just keep asking him not to anyhow tok.. ahaha.. but in the end.. hmmm.. ahaha..

sunday
dad's frenz came to visit us from malaysia.. huimin is so so so cute lor.. huimin = one of dad's frenz daughter.. hmm.. just duno why.. simply like her alot.. very sweet and cute worz.. but she's very naughty as well.. and she vomited on my skirt.. argh! but anyway.. cutie little huimin is still very cute!! =) but my sis keep saying tat she prefer huiyi.. WATEVER.. she is now praising herself for being guai.. i wana vomit liao.. =x

monday
as usual.. had HR lesson.. went out for breakfast with Sombo, Jane, Yan Qiu and Jeremy.. yummy big breAKfast.. totally in slacking mood sia.. just feel lyk going home and slp.. but Jane and Sombo stop me from going back. HOW EVIL! -_-

went out for dinner with him... and his friends.. im not shy k.. just tat.. there's no common topic to talk about.. how could a sociable gal lyk me to me shy right? ahaha.. =x opps.. actually im "quite" i mean quite shy la... heex..

well.. overall, a pleasant outing.. and from tat outing.. i realised.. he is so talkative with his friends compared when he is alone with me.. weird.. hmmm.. ahaha.. mr naggy.. you got another nick from me.. which is.. mr. talkative! ahaha.. =x

stop eating the same food again and again la.. marche got a lot of nice food lor.. ben dan.. ahaha.. and hor.. i dun need safety belt k.. i will walk properly de.. hmpf.. we took the most nerdy photo in my life.. oh my god.. how can i be possible to look lyk this in the pic? -_- super ugly me! soBz..

dad and mum not at home.. bro and sis oso not at home.. im left all alone at home lei.. so bored..

tueday
i cant wake up for lesson.. dad is not here to fetch me to sch.. so in the end.. i missed my lesson.. hmmm.. but den i had an enjoyable day worz..

when i woke up, baby brought me to her grandma's hse for lunch.. suppose to go out for lunch de.. in the end, we ate "jia chang bian fan".

den.. finally catched the long wanted to watch movie le.. The Exocism of Emily Rose.. it's a nice show worz.. it's kind of freaky if you relate it to the truth story.. imagine.. demon is all around.. looking for the most sensative soul to possess.. oh my god.. errie lei.. yUckz.. while waiting for the movie to start, we went tcc cafe for high tea.. yummy.. the cake there is nice.. and the atmosphere there is quite romantic.. as usual.. cafe is expensive.. ahem.. baby and i took the pic at tcc cafe.. one of my fav pic too. =)

meet zhijian after the movie.. he look lyk so guai kai.. doing his homework at bk lor.. so cute.. ahaha..

wednesday
nearly could not wake up again in the morning.. but still manage to wake up in time and attend fyp meeting la.. heex.. i received 10 over missed call.. and i think he call until super irritated liao sia.. ahaha.. =x

anyway.. super tired for the whole day.. maybe due to the rainy weather and stuff.. i got a terrible headache.. came home immediately after meeting and gather some slp.. den started doing housework coz dad and mum coming back today.. fold my clothes and stuff.. and waited for them to come back.. meanwhile, mei came back frm chalet le.. but i fell aslp after watching 10mins of the 6pm show.. ahaha..

thursday
feeling tired still.. very tired.. yawnz.. as usual.. dad send me to sch.. went out for breakfast with Sombo.. on the way out, saw Jane and asked her along.. this gal super weird sia.. wen we wana eat mac, she wana eat delifrance, wen we wana eat delifrance, she wana eat mac.. crazy gal.. hmpf.. in the end, Sombo and I eat mac.. She and her frenz eat delifrance.. den we shared the same cab back to sch..

this siao char bo keep challenge us with all types of games.. bowling, arcade, pool.... etc. ahaha.. she is just super bo liao and hyper.. "never used up energy" ahaha. =x

today's problem statement is quite hard.. i hardly know how to solve it.. lucky there's jessica to help me.. weehee!! =) but there's still some errors in my html files.. trying to solve it.. JESS.. help pls..!! heex..

photo taken with the little flower of huda.. heex.. super bo liao in class la..

van, des, kevin, johnathan bought a cake for gal.. we sang bday song and cut her bday in a class.. as usual.. CAKE FIGHT! oh my god.. very horrible.. lucky i din celebrate my bday in school.. =x

back at home le.. yawnz.. tired still but dun feel lyk slpin.. bored.. but duno wat to do lei.. hMMmmm..

p.s stop drinking vinegar.. ahem.. too much vinegar is not good for health.. ahaha.. =x ahem.. someone will know what i mean.. ahahahaahahahahahahaha...

ANGEL_scribbled * -10:50 PM

Friday, November 18, 2005

周杰伦 & Lara - 珊瑚海

男: 海平面远方开始阴霾
悲伤要怎么平静纯白
我的脸上始终挟带
一抹浅浅的无奈

女: 你用唇语说你要离开
男:心不在

男女: 那难过无声慢了下来
男女: 汹涌潮水你听明白
不是浪而是泪海

男: 转身离开分手说不出来
女: 你有话说不出来

男女: 海鸟跟鱼相爱只是一场意外
男女: 我们的爱差异一直存在
女: 回不来

男: 风中尘埃竟累积成伤害
女: 等待竟累积成伤害

男女: 转身离开分手说不出来
男女: 蔚蓝的珊瑚海错过瞬间苍白

男: 当初彼此不够成熟坦白
女: 你有我的不够成熟坦白
女: 不应该

男女: 热情不再笑容勉强不来
男女: 爱深埋珊瑚海

男: 毁坏的沙雕如何重来
有裂痕的爱怎么重盖
只是一切结束太快
你说你无法释怀

女: 贝壳里隐藏什么期待
男: 等花儿开

男女: 我们也已经无心再猜

女男: 脸上海风咸咸的爱
尝不出还有未来

男: 转身离开分手说不出来
女: 你有话说不出来

男女: 海鸟跟鱼相爱只是一场意外
男女: 我们的爱差异一直存在
女: 回不来
男: 风中尘埃竟累积成伤害
女: 等待竟累积成伤害

男女: 转身离开分手说不出来
男女: 蔚蓝的珊瑚海错过瞬间苍白

男: 当初彼此不够成熟坦白
女: 你有我的不够成熟坦白
女: 不应该
男: 热情不在笑容勉强不来
女: 你的笑容勉强不来

男女: 爱深埋珊瑚海

ANGEL_scribbled * -1:39 AM

周杰伦 - 枫

乌云在我们心里搁下一块阴影
我聆听沉积已久的心情
星星透明就像美丽的风景
走在回忆里才看的清
被伤透的心能不能够继续爱我
我用力牵起没温度的双手
过往温柔已经被时间上锁
只剩挥散不去的难过

缓缓掉落的枫叶像思念
我点燃烛火温暖随波到秋天
金黄的到天边
被风掠过像你的容颜
我把爱烧成了落叶
却换不回熟悉的那张脸

缓缓掉落的枫叶像思念
为何挽回要赶在冬天来之前
爱你穿越时间
两行泪只求我的眼泪
让爱散透了地面
我要的只是你在我身边

被伤透的心能不能够继续爱我
我用力牵起没温度的双手
过往温柔已经被时间上锁
只剩挥散不去的难过

再想要剪开一夜风雨
随着北风凋零
我轻轻摇曳风铃
想唤醒被遗弃的爱情
雪花已铺满了地
谁把窗外枫叶已经沉迷

缓缓掉落的枫叶像思念
我点燃烛火温暖随波到秋天
金黄的到天边
被风掠过像你的容颜
我把爱烧成了落叶
就唤不回熟悉的那张脸

缓缓掉落的枫叶像思念
为何挽回要赶在冬天来之前
爱你穿越时间
两行泪只求我的眼泪
让爱散透了地面
我要的只是你在我身边

ANGEL_scribbled * -1:35 AM

周杰伦 - 浪漫手机

轻轻放
我就是卸不下对你的喜欢
原来爱会慢慢增加重量
想关上这城市所有的灯光
黑暗中专心闻你的发香

这夜晚让（两个人有话冰感）
回想
与你约会过的地方
有舍不得的伤
在脑海里储存欣赏

你微笑浏览手机里的浪漫
原来真心终究还是这么简单
温馨影幕上
你可爱的模样
关于缘分的解释
我又多传了一行

你微笑浏览手机里的浪漫
原来爱情可以来得这么突然
当新的较量
就好比情拉长
我们的感情蔓延珍藏拥吻着飞扬
在雪里土壤

电池长
嘈杂的情歌还在拼命播放
我安静在那（却都没点印象）
有一些话到老了（都不敢传）
她说她信息等你在（回难）

简单说……人潮冲动我的孤单
想象……（信息一定都陪在你身旁）
却不会吟唱
你也在等你手机响……

你微笑浏览手机里的浪漫
原来真心终究还是这么简单
温馨影幕上
你可爱的模样
关于缘分的解释
我又多传了一行

你微笑浏览手机里的浪漫
原来爱情可以来得这么突然
当新的较量
就好比情拉长
我们的感情蔓延珍藏拥吻着飞扬
在雪里土壤

ANGEL_scribbled * -1:29 AM

Wednesday, November 16, 2005

何晶晶 - 重生

似夢片段正在發生　心跳感覺愈難自禁
一笑一語多迷人吸引
身邊有你伴著行　甜蜜是溫暖聲音
猶令我在這刻如重生

似夢似幻卻又最真　心裡感應愈來愈近
緊閉雙眼跟情人一吻
真心意最是動人　無言地交託一生
回謝你是勇敢和誠懇

無限宇宙遠大無涯　在這虛渺花花世界
也許真正的愛才是偉大
重拾美妙放浪情懷　是你使我開展眼界
看清方向找到明日那路牌

漆黑天空　浮現閃閃星火
愈是漆黑星愈璀璨　明亮發光
漆黑之中　燃著浪漫戀火
但願相依一直相愛　唯獨你是最愛

ANGEL_scribbled * -10:24 PM

Tuesday, November 15, 2005

went to trim my eyebrow just now.. looks neat now.. hmmMm.. can make up le.. ahaha.. =x

im so bored now.. lesson is getting more and more boring.. as i mention.. im dragging myself to school everyday.. can imagine how bored is that right. the only thing that motivate me to school is the A grade I am getting.. yAwnz..

im so tired.. studied till quite late yesterday for HR test. in the end, i wasnt able to finish doing the last question which cost 10 marks.. omg.. haiz.. I think i will get a C this time.. or less den a C? haiz...!! no time to finish!!! aRgh!

no mood in "chiong-ing".. meiyun celebrating her bday on sat. actually.. im quite broke to go lei.. how ar.. hmMmm.. she wanted to go dbl O.. should i go? i will feel weird dancing in front of them ar.... ahem..

im in "mono" mood now.. which is neither happy nor sad... alamak.. mood swing ma? hmMmm.. dun provoke me recently.. i might just flare up and start scolding anyone.. =x

ANGEL_scribbled * -3:31 PM

Monday, November 14, 2005

In class now.. so sian.. Jane not coming.. Sombo not coming.. left me all alone with Sabrin and Merwin..

oh my.. there goes my A.. HOW TO DO EVERYTHING MYSELF? diaOZ... how bad are they! hmpf.. anyway.. sian sian sian la.. i will be skipping a lot of lesson from this thur onwards.. thur will be going for basic theory.. HOPEFULLY, i will pass ya.. Im wondering.. shld i attend sch on thur and leave early.. or i must well dun come? hmMmm.. den next thurs and fri, I wun be going to school oso.. coz im going to work at a IT show.. need to earn earn earn.. if not.. im going to eat GRASS liao..!! sObz.. mei you ren yao yang wo.. =(

wat a week to start sia.. bOred..!!

Im lyk dragging myself to school everyday lor.. but i got no choice. I wana score a better grade this sem.. ahaha.. a bit the "late" to be "hardworking". But who cares? ahaha.. =x

going to funan after sch for the IT show briefing.. yAwnz.. hmm.. how will the selling be like? they said tat it easy for gals to sell lappy.. but den.. i dun tink i will be tat kind of gal who will reveal some of my clothings in order to have sales ar... AHEM! im not tat kind of gal..

meiyun's bday celebration is coming.. on the 19th.. im still wondering.. shld i go lei.. coz i think i will be kind of tired.. sat and sun are getting more and more boring.. no dates.. no events.. no plans.. BORED! ahaha.. since when, my life become so "boring"?

hey hey.. who wana date me? ahaha.. to make my life not tat boring? my darling mei... IM WAITING FOR YOU TO DATE ME OUT!! ahaha.. =x

叶子的心太沉重，
所以风才吹不动。
其实不是叶子的心太沉重，
而是叶子根本就不想离开树。

ANGEL_scribbled * -2:24 PM

I Think I

我相信不会的应该不是这样的
不会是我爱上你了吧
应该只是妒嫉也许我只是寂寞
我试着欺骗自己
但是此刻我再也无法隐藏心事

I Think I Love You 也许是这样吧
Cause I Miss You 如果没有你
我什么事都不能做　我只会想起你
看样子我是真的
I’m Falling For You 我虽然不清楚
Now I Need You 不知不觉中我心深处
早已充满你的身影

ANGEL_scribbled * -1:11 AM

Tuesday, November 08, 2005

POOL

Recently.. i got a lot of bets through pool games.. =x

Firstly... on a particular thur, after HR lesson, went out with Sombo for a pool match.. loser will have to treat the winner dinner.. for that game.. I LOST.. how can right? so.. nvm.. i treated him.. and i swear to get the meal back.. hmpf..

Secondly... last mon.. after fyp meeting, meet up with him again.. together with one of his friend and 3 of my friends.. who is meiyun, jessica and meizhen.. play pool again and as usual.. loser have to treat the winner.. 3 games to determine the winner. For the 3 games.. I WON.. so i got my "free" dinner.. as for gal.. I helped her to win a free dinner too!! heex..

Thirdly.. last mon.. went out with gal, van, des, shirley, ash, ben, baby and william.. we went to the pub that gal recommend. Played pool again.. i lost one game to gal in the beginning, therefore, I was punished with 1 glass of jim bean nik. for the final game, we bet one 3 glass of jim bean.. and I WON.. but in the end.. i think i drink the most lor.. bcoz.. they dun allow me to mix with coke or green tea.. they wan me to drink nik... oh my... and the result of 7 cups full of jim bean nik is vomiting... but duh.. i din vomit in front of them... ahaha.. =x

Fourthly.. yest.. after Hr lesson.. actually i intend to go home and rest de.. but jane suggested playing bowling.. Sombo and I rather ONz.. so.. we went to cine.. partly oso coz i also wana go to HMV and check out the bag that i like. din get to play bowling.. coz i dun wana break my nails.. so we played pool instead. tat jane ar.. look down on me sia.. she keep saying tat she will win me for sure lor.. and keep challenge me with all types of games. Even Daytona she oso wana compete.. so we went for a Daytona match before trashing her on the pool table. By luck.. I got first for Daytona.. and she got second.. Beware.. she is super unhappy over it.. =x we carry on our pool match after tat..

first match was jane against me.. our bet is 1 bottle of lemon tea.. and... i trashed her.. =x I GOT FREE LEMON TEE..

second match was jane against sombo.. their bet is also 1 bottle of lemon tea.. and... he trashed her too.. =x HE GOT FREE LEMON TEE TOO..

next is Sombo against me.. we bet on sakae sushi meal.. 3 games to determine the winner.. again.. I WON!! ahaha.. =x (i tink he is super unhappy too.) anyway.. I GOT FREE SAKAE..

den 4th round.. we bet on a movie treat.. I LOST.. so he got his movie treat. (i tink he is super happy now.) HE GOT HIS FREE MOVIE..

he got super serious after losing the sakae meal.. this time round.. we bet on tml's breakfast.. gals against the poor only guy.

1st game.. we won.. 2nd game.. he won.. and we all became so serious for the final game.. AND.. of coz.. THE GALS WON.. JANE AND I GOT FREE BREAKFAST!! ahaha.. =x (he is super suay.. =x)

so... now i noe.. playing pool can save money.. coz will save up alot of meals.. ahahahaha.. =x okie.. im just joking.. =x

went to all the adidas shop for the little bag tat i lyk.. hmm.. no result in return.. the bag is sold out.. HOW SAD!! - cries

I got to eat my free breakfast today.. heex.. delifrance.. YUMMY.. I watched movie for the whole afternoon instead of doing my 3D graphic.. lesson end so early.. around 3.. mummy came to fetch me..

we went to serangoon to fetch my sis.. and i realised.. potong pasir is such a mulu place.. lyk nobody and no shop ther one.. errie.. i cant find a NTUC at the central...!!

went to serangoon central instead.. it's mulu too!! i cant find ntuc too.. and i cant even find a shop where i can spend my money.. how sad sia..

after fetching my sister and visiting all the mulu places.. went to fetch my brother.. waited for him to finish his last hole(golf). He played quite while.. 50 for 9 holes.. consider not bad le sia.. hmmm..

decided to cook for tml's dinner.. so we went cold storage to buy the ingredients.. now i realised.. though bukit timah is mulu too.. but i can still find the "high class" cold storage, "middle class" ntuc and "lower class" shop and save.. phew.. lucky sia.. =x mummy cooked tonight dinner.. hokkien mee.. yummy.. and these 2 meals coz $60 without calculating the oil and gas.. EXPENSIVE sia.. BUT.. healthy!! heex..

my sister has to come home herself tml frm serangoon.. ppl who noe my sis will noe tat she is a super idiot in public transport.. i took a LONG LONG time to tell her the fastest and easiest route home!!

The funniest joke of the day.. ppl who take trains should know how to change a platform from another right? My dearest sister.. did a lame-st thing before.. she need to change to another platform.. she din noe tat the price will still be the same even though she change into another platform.. she actually tap and go out the exit.. and tap into the station again in order to change to another platform.. FUNNY ISNT IT?? ahaha.. I din really take public transport too ya.. but i never once did tat before lor.. ahaha.. this joke make me laugh from 11 till now.. ahaha.. ahaha.. ahaha.. ahaha.. ahaha.. ahaha.. ahaha.. ahaha.. ahaha.. ahaha.. ahaha.. ahaha.. ahaha.. ahaha.. ahaha.. ahaha.. ahaha.. ahaha.. ahaha.. ahaha.. ahaha.. ahaha.. ahaha.. ahaha.. ahaha.. ahaha.. ahaha.. ahaha.. ahaha.. ahaha.. ahaha.. ahaha.. ahaha.. ahaha.. ahaha.. ahaha.. ahaha.. ahaha.. ahaha.. ahaha.. ahaha.. ahaha.. ahaha.. ahaha.. ahaha.. ahaha.. ahaha.. ahaha.. ahaha.. ahaha.. ahaha.. ahaha.. ahaha.. ahaha.. ahaha.. ahaha.. ahaha.. ahaha.. ahaha.. ahaha.. ahaha.. ahaha.. ahaha.. ahaha.. ahaha.. ahaha.. ahaha.. ahaha.. ahaha.. ahaha.. ahaha.. ahaha.. ahaha.. ahaha..

okie.. i noe im evil... and another funniest thing is.. oh my.. that sillest blur panda did the same mistake as my sister before!!

oh my.... ahaha.. ahaha.. ahaha.. ahaha.. ahaha.. ahaha.. ahaha.. ahaha.. ahaha.. ahaha.. ahaha.. ahaha.. ahaha.. ahaha.. ahaha.. ahaha.. ahaha.. ahaha.. ahaha.. ahaha.. ahaha.. ahaha.. ahaha.. ahaha.. ahaha.. ahaha.. ahaha.. ahaha.. ahaha.. ahaha.. ahaha.. ahaha.. ahaha.. ahaha.. ahaha.. ahaha.. ahaha.. ahaha.. ahaha.. ahaha.. ahaha.. ahaha.. ahaha.. ahaha.. ahaha.. ahaha.. ahaha.. ahaha.. ahaha.. ahaha.. ahaha.. ahaha.. ahaha.. ahaha.. ahaha.. ahaha.. ahaha.. ahaha.. ahaha.. ahaha.. ahaha.. ahaha.. ahaha.. ahaha.. ahaha.. ahaha.. ahaha.. ahaha.. ahaha.. ahaha.. ahaha.. ahaha.. ahaha.. ahaha.. ahaha.. ahaha.. ahaha.. ahaha.. ahaha.. ahaha..

i wonder.. how long this joke can make me laugh sia.. =x

ahaha.. ahaha.. ahaha.. ahaha.. ahaha.. ahaha.. ahaha.. ahaha.. ahaha.. ahaha.. ahaha.. ahaha.. ahaha.. ahaha.. ahaha.. ahaha.. ahaha.. ahaha.. ahaha.. ahaha.. ahaha.. ahaha.. ahaha.. ahaha.. ahaha.. ahaha.. ahaha.. ahaha.. ahaha.. ahaha.. ahaha.. ahaha.. ahaha.. ahaha.. ahaha.. ahaha.. ahaha.. ahaha.. ahaha.. ahaha.. ahaha.. ahaha.. ahaha.. ahaha.. ahaha.. ahaha.. ahaha.. ahaha.. ahaha.. ahaha.. ahaha.. ahaha.. ahaha.. ahaha.. ahaha.. ahaha.. ahaha.. ahaha.. ahaha.. ahaha.. ahaha.. ahaha.. ahaha.. ahaha.. ahaha.. ahaha.. ahaha.. ahaha.. ahaha.. ahaha.. ahaha.. ahaha..

ANGEL_scribbled * -11:13 PM

hey.. i just remembered.. im suppose to be angry.. coz SOMEONE forget about what I like to collect.. HMPF....!!

there something im bidding on ebay. the price is now US$61.. oh my... is equal to S$120 including shipping.. hmmMmm... i had been eyeing it for months le lor.. everytime got people bid higher... diaoz.... HOW SAD!!! hmpf.... should i continue to bid for it.... hmmmmm... - look into my pocket... got one hole liao... ahaha.. =x

i wana get a new school bag.. hmmmm... but there's not much nice design recently... haiz.. wana buy something oso so ma fan.. -_-

ANGEL_scribbled * -10:52 PM

Sunday, November 06, 2005

一个人的生活

watched "all about love" on friday.. indeed.. the old couple story is very touching.. but i agree with the female lead.. they never get to meet at the same point.. no matter how long they wait.. and how long they try to catch up with one another.. they had already missed out a lot of time being together le..

hmm.. but maybe there's another meaning to the story bah.. one is willingly to wait.. one is willingly to catch up.. heex...

i rather... slow down and walk at the same speed with you...

ANGEL_scribbled * -11:56 PM

Wednesday, November 02, 2005

What others see from your style

Although to the untrained eye you may seem like a plain dresser who avoids trends, you actually wear carefully designed accessories and clothes that emphasize your uniqueness. You value your freedom and have an artistic mind. You are neither aggressive nor timid, but you believe in yourself.

What your nightclothes reveal

You're in need of love. You want to be taken care of and panic easily. You have a strong wish for security in your life.

What others see from your ties

You enjoy being alone. You like to life the simple but good life, and you cherish your freedom. You are thoughtful, confident and uninterested in glamour.

What others see from your belts

You are a frank, assertive and sometimes flamboyant person. You are friendly and want to be accepted by everybody. You like to have fun, to be free, and to live a comfortable lifestyle.

What others see from your shoes

You are a person who loves simplicity and is sincere and open. You are pleasant to be with, easygoing and always in a good mood. You neither want to control nor be under someone else's control. You don't care much about how you look, and know that it's what's inside someone's heart that's important.

What others see from your earrings

You are a sweet and talkative person. You are sociable, energetic and interesting, and get easily bored by the same old things. You are always looking for adventure.

The last analysis

You are probably a romantic and passionate person. You are sensitive and lonely when you aren't in love. You can be somewhat self-centered, but you are honest and sincere to others. You like to make a good impression of yourself and worry about what others think of you.

the quiz

ANGEL_scribbled * -8:46 PM