You Have a Choleric Temperament

You are a person of great enthusiasm
- easily excited by many things.

Unsatisfied by the ordinary, you are reaching for an epic, extraordinary life.

You want the best. The best life. The best love. The best reputation.

You posses a sharp and keen intellect. Your mind is your primary weapon.
Strong willed, nothing can keep you down. Your energy can break down any wall.
You're an instantly passionate person - and this passion gives you an intoxicating power over others.

At your worst, you are a narcissist. Full of yourself and even proud of your faults.
Stubborn and opinionated, you know what you think is right. End of discussion.
A bit of a misanthrope, you often see others as weak, ignorant, and inferior.

ANGEL_scribbled * -11:47 PM

Friday, December 23, 2005

im suppose to be in school now.. doing the editing of the mtv.. but.. my poor health doesnt allow me to do so.. and i felt so guilty.. sObz.. im not done with my part yet.. -_- poor jess and meizhen gotta edit it without me..

i think im really damn suay recently.. i had a great fall yest again.. carrying the heavy video cam and i fell from the stairs.. the scenario was so funny can.. we were on our way to the lab.. i was talking to gal about my fall on sat.. [which is the one tat is so pai seh to the very extent] and when i finish talking about it.. i told her im not going to fall down again.. and i walk extremely careful when im walking down the stairs.. but WHO KNOWS.. i fell the next moment.. which is quite a big impact.. -_- i did walk carefully le.. but it was jie who trip and pushed me.. so that's how i fall.. so.. i had a great fall.. together with the video cam.. lucky the cam is protected by it's metal box sia.. and im protected with my clothes and skin.. -_-

but den.. i still carry on with editing.. and it's super cold in the lab...

i think tat's how i caught a cold.. having headache, fever, cough, flu... until now.. still not okie yet.. that's why jess asked me to rest at home...

ben sent me this video clip to cheer me up from my sickness.. ahaha.. and it's funny.. so it works. =) http://media.spikedhumor.com/9072/lion.wmv

going to eat my lunch le.. which is.. plain porridge... -_-

ANGEL_scribbled * -12:15 PM

the precious sistership

i miss my darling so much.. and ever since year 3 started.. we got lesser time together.. how sad!! i wana spend x'mas with you too... those days were so fun.. when we celebrate the festival together.. and our special day together.. how sweet!!

tat's what sisters are for isnt it? no doubt there're not much meeting up.. we are all so busy.. but we never failed to leave each other.. coz we are stick together forever!! =) HUGGIES!!

I cherish my darling so much.. and i wana you to know.. i love you truly deeply.. from the bottom of my heart.. heex..

another sister of mine.. my dearest aiai.. though we din really meet up nor call nor sms.. but the bond is still there. i really wish so much tat we will meet up so often.. but we are normally so busy for each other.. how sad sia..

but nevertheless.. i will receive my 21st bday present from her.. and i will start saving for her's.. it's a promise k.. ahaha.. =x

- the ones that will hold on to me until the day im gone~

there isnt a need to have a lot of friends beside you.. having a few good buddies around will do le.. and im glad.. i have them all... =)

when im at the bottom of my life.. they will pull me up from hell.. encourage me and cheer me up.. and im really thankful for that..

of coz.. my buddy loh, sun zi are included ya.. other than sisters.. buddies are there too... weehee!! im such a lucky gal rite? ahaha.. hiakz.. =)

ANGEL_scribbled * -12:00 PM

Monday, December 19, 2005

the loves of my life!

perfect family.

ah ma and sun zi

pretty ladies. heex.

darlings!

darling sisters! love.

miss serene neo

miss charmaine lim

ANGEL_scribbled * -4:20 AM

finally.. meet up with my darlings on sat!! had an ever happening night sia.. everything just went so perfectly. happy!

but to organise this outing.. maine had to suffer.

meet my dearest sunzi at bugis. bcoz im late le, so i walked so quickly to meet up with her. accidently, i slipped and fall. and i injured my knee cap. pain sia!! argh! and so embrassing sia. imagine everyone is looking and i fell. oh my! pai seh to the very extent lor!

oh my poor knee cap!

went DXO for a look.. oh my.. super not happening on a sat night ya. drinks are expensive too!! therefore, we din stay there for long. headed for black instead.

we agreed on meeting around 8 - 9 plus.. my dearest darling queen came at around 10. everyone waited for her sia.. ahem

by the way, it's really very fun! i love my darling sister. i love my dearest sunzi. i love my dearest grp of frenz tat turned up tat day! =) we really enjoyed ourselves sia. other den getting injured la.. ahaha..

the group! =)

ANGEL_scribbled * -3:10 AM

bee 21st bday!

the beautiful ladies. =) bee. wei

sisters!

ying. wei

qi. wei

min. wei

jie. wei

my aunt and me

doremon and me!

ah ben. maine.

ANGEL_scribbled * -1:09 AM

Monday, December 12, 2005

alot of people missing me hor. ahaha.

my darling. im also stress over my report and FYP. haven get my things done yet. trying to finish it asap. I MISS YOU LOTS TOO! ya lor. when are we going to meet. it's been a long time ever since we last met lor. HOW CAN! hmpf! as said, PLS date me soon!

tania. yesh. holiday had started. but duh~ it's like equals to no holidays coz of project and report. well, nevertheless, i will organise the outing asap. I MISS YOU ALL TOO!

aiai. im loving you too. duh~ of coz you cant provide me with such love. i believe someone will. =) just waiting for the day... the day he step into my life and be part of me. sound so drama. i will stay cheerful. no worries k. =)

yaya. of coz. i love my sis and my sis loves me too. ahaha.

been busy ever since thursday.

help my sis and sihui to make up for their grad night. it's fun i guess. other den the little misunderstanding between them. well, hope everything will be fine. bestie should be forgiving. forget all unhappiness de.

i miss grad night too!! how i wish i will have another grad night with my dearest sec sch mates.

happy birthday my dearest bee.

pls. dun be mistaken. bee is my dearie cousin. we call her ah bee ever since.. i got memories.

sweet 21st. it's my turn next year. awaiting for BIG BIG present. wahaha.. all my cousins were there. of coz, we enjoyed the gathering so much tat we dun even feel lyk going home. dad and mum had to nag us home. so funny. bee got so many presents and almost all are branded stuff. i saw.. taka jewelry paper bag.. poh heng.. tiffiany & co.. swatch.. levis.. fossil.. mango.. pepper plus.. soo kee.. oh my.. her frenz are so damn rich sia.. ahahah.. i saw a lot of red packets too.. ahem!! i wan all the gifts next year too. so.. my closest frenz.. please prepare to save for my present! ahaha.. opps.. nah.. im just joking! im turning 21st next yr, so are my frenz. oh my. i shld start saving first. most of their bday comes before me sia. ahaha.

alot of pictures taken at the party. and i dun deny.. there's a major change will girl reaches 18. ying jie, bee, qi jie and me changed so much compared to the past sia.. oh my.. im getting old. and i dun deny. ahaha..

ANGEL_scribbled * -3:25 AM

these tears i drop is no longer weakness in your eyes..

my heart sometimes just stop beating for you..

its a wonder how lonely i can get with you around me.. i feel alone despite your presence here.. In your eyes i see my loneliness.. its unbearable..

i do not know myself so how can i expect you to understand me.. but deep inside i expect you to.. im confused. and i tend to confuse you..

i seek understanding in life.. and everytime when i think i'm there i lost my way..

my heart has stop hoping.. im sorry..

in your eyes i see my imperfections.. in your eyes i saw the ugly me.. in your eyes i saw myself..

i surrender myself into the arms of a beautiful stranger..

ANGEL_scribbled * -3:20 AM

the dumb-est qns

1. name: charmaine.
2. single or taken: single.
3. sex: female.
4. birthday: eight/october
5. siblings: 1 sister. 1 brother
6. hair color: black. orange.
7. eye color: black
8. shoe size: 7/8
9. height: 168
10. any tattoos or piercings: 2 ear piercings.

s p e c i f i c s
1. do you do drugs?: no. never once gona try.
2. what kind of shampoo do you use?: dove. pantene.
3. what are you most scared of?: undefined.
4. who is the last person that called you?: baby.
5. where do you want to get married?: im not sure yet.
6. how many buddies are online right now?: 16 at this wee hour.
7. what would you change about yourself?: slimmer. less stubborn. less bad temper. aiming to be perfect.

f a v o r i t e (s)
1. color: black/white/purple/pink
2. food: veges.
3. boys names: hmm. bryan/brendan/clayton/chris sound nice. =)
4. girls names: valencia/charmaine/christine sound nice. haha.
5. subjects in school: chinese in sec. video media design in poly.
6. animals: dogs.
7. sports: netball.

h a v e y o u e v e r
1. given anyone a bath?: ya. my sis and my bro consider hor.
2. smoked?: duh~ im not tat guai.
3. bungee jumped?: nope but wana try.
4. made yourself throw up?: duh.
5. skinny dipped?: eh, wat's tat?
6. ever been in love?: of coz. hiakz.
7. made yourself cry to get out of trouble?: duh~ never once. im not a loser.
8. eaten a lemon in its entirety?: no.
9. run away from home?: no. got the intention wen i was young but never had tat action.
10. cried when someone died?: DUH~
11. lied? : yes, like who dun lied before. =x
12. fallen for your best friend?: bestie will never be lovers.
13. been rejected?: not really consider ba.
14. rejected someone?: hmmm. indirectly. =x
15. used someone?: tried to?
16. done something you regret?: yea.

c u r r e n t
clothes: pyjamas
music: jay's - lang man shou ji
make-up: nope, sleepy mode.
annoyance: a bit.
smell: baby johnson shower form.
favorite group: she. quoted frm my sis
desktop picture: darling and me.
book youre reading: not reading.
color of toenails: none.

l a s t p e r s o n
you touched: my sister.
hugged: my cousin.
you instantmessaged: nicholas.
you yelled at: baby.
you kissed: my cousin.

a r e y o u
open-minded: kind of.
arrogant: in some way, yes.
insecure: YES. very!
random: yea.
hungry: nope.
moody: a little.
organized: kind of.
difficult: depends.
attractive: i dun tink so. you say?

R A N D O M
In the morning i am: im still sleeping.
love is: blind
I dream about: my funeral. haha.

o p p o s i t e s e x
what do you notice first: hair style/face/dressing
makes you laugh the most: being blur/stupid
makes you smile: sweet 3 words

d o y o u e v e r
sit on the internet all night waiting for that someone special to im you?: eh. ya. but he's offline now.
wish you were a member of the opposite sex?: no.
wish you were younger?: ya, like the age of a baby.
cried because someone said something to you?: yeapz.

N u m b e r
of times i have had my heart broken: lost count le.
of hearts i have broken: not sure.
of guys ive kissed: as in lc.. none yet ba.
of girls ive kissed: lost count too. hello, frm girl sch.
of continents i have lived in: one.
of cds i own: i dont go around counting my cds la.

F i n a l Q u e s t i o n s
1. do you like filling these out?: when im free. when i got nth better to do.
2. gold or silver?: silver
3. what was the last movie you watched?: perharps love.
4. favorite cartoon/anime: little twins star/love hina
5. what did you have for breakfast this morning?: nv had breakfast.
6. who would you love being locked in a room with?: my sister. at least there someone to lame with me.
7. could you live without your computer?: nope.
8. would you color your hair?: duh~
9. could you ever get off the computer?: yes.
10. habla espanol?: wat's tat?
11. how many people are on your buddy list?: 400++ with 2 accs
12. Drink Alcohol?: yes.
13. Your name spelled backwards?: eniamrahc.
14. Where were your parents born?: spore.
15. Have you ever moved?: yeap.
16. What's your Favorite place to go?: depends.
17. Is your bed is a single, double, Queen or King?: single.
18. What's your favorite sport to play?: netball.
19. How many kids do you want?: none.
20. Type of music you dislike most?: trance.
21. Colour of your school bag?: green/pink
22. Do you have cable?: nope.
23. Favorite 80's song?: depends.
24. Ever prank call anybody?: i tink so.
25. Ever get a parking ticket?: nope.
26. Would you go bungee jumping or sky diving?: BOTH
27. Furthest place you have ever been?: eh. no idea.
28. Ever bowl a 300?: nope.
29. What's your favorite comic strip?: ??
30. Do you really know all the words to your national anthem?: ya.
31. Bath or Shower?: bath.
32. Best movie you've seen in the past month?: harry potter.
33. Favorite pizza topping?: hawaiian.
34. Beer or ale?: none.
35. Have you ever smoked peanut shells?: hur?
36. Do you eat skin on chicken?: depends.
37. Apple juice or Orange?: orange.
38. Favorite type of chocolate bar?: kinder burneo
39. Your favorite fruit?: grapes. strawberries. fuji apples.
40. Your favorite vegetable?: ALL.
41. Have you ever won a trophy?: ya. duh~
42. Are you a good cook?: wana try?
43. Do you know how to pump your own gas?: nope.
44. Bought something from an infomercial?: nope.
45. Is Oprah annoying or great?: sometimes annoying.
46. Ever flex in front of a mirror?: er no.
47. Ever throw up in public?: ya.
48. Would you prefer being a millionaire or find true love?: BOTH. haha.
49. Do you believe in love at first sight?: yes.
50. Ever call a 1-900 number?: ya. for charity.
51. Ever been stood up for a date?: eh. dun tink so.
52. Biggest turn off of the opposite sex?: nerdness. untidy.
53. Ever Been Cheated on?: ya. i tink so.
54. What are the names of all your pets dead and/or alive? none. i never have pet before.
55. Can ex's be friends?: yes. DUH~ of coz.

ANGEL_scribbled * -3:10 AM

Monday, December 05, 2005

i realised.. i haven really enjoyed my holidays..

should be having some GREAT GREAT rest.. but im not..

my mind is thinking of something.. something.. and it wun rest until tat something is solved.

HOW?

arGh! retarded life.. im leading...

stressful still.. fyp is not over.. -_- haiz..

ANGEL_scribbled * -12:13 AM

终于明白爱已不在。
从今以后再也没有什么能去依赖，
我还有什么期待。
就让我彻底地伤，
再彻底地醒过来。

ANGEL_scribbled * -12:13 AM

Thursday, December 01, 2005

one more day to endure

endure!

one day left to my sweet holidays.

im gonna spend my holiday working working and working. super broke! arGh! i determine to slim down. DONT CARE.

no canteen food today. thankz Sombo for the breakfast from redhill. miss the carrot cake! yUmmy. opps.. i forgot. he name himself bobo! sound lyk a doggie nick. =x

thankz small boy for "being a man". yummy sweets! yummy chocolates.

wondering why im moodless yest? got meaning de. only my mei noe.. hmMm.. im starting to wonder.. why am i behaving lyk tat! sound retard! arGh! i dun wana feel this way too. but eh.. maybe i really need to think over. why am i acting so retarded?

handling with stress. i can make it de. i will be fine de. i think so. hiakz.

buddy loh! miss miss. i wonder why i miss you so much out of the sudden. ahaha. i think there's something to do with xue bah. so it makes me relate to you? ahaha. well, still, miss miss!! =)

aiai and tania.. my holiday is here! mEEt mEEt! dun care. MEET!! arrange a time pls. MEET!

i miss my darling. meeting on monday? oNz ma? i wana hold you tight. hugz you. muackz you. haha.

santa clause is coming to town. xmas celebration? anyone organise? weehee! i wana attend a grand xmas eve. wearing a gown, with a partner, dancing in the middle of the ballroom. but i need to be home by 12 midnight. haha. im kidding. i dun look nice in gown. i guess. but, im still wishing for someone to organise some xmas celebration. heex.

wah. i wonder can i pass. i wana drive. =)

Registration for being the first to ride on my car. tag pls! first come first serve. of coz, i choose the one i wish to fetch. haha.

ANGEL_scribbled * -1:08 PM

fyp stressness.
fyp madness.
fyp craziness.

fyp. fyp. fyp. fyp. fyp. fyp. fyp. fyp. fyp. fyp. fyp. fyp. fyp. fyp. fyp. fyp. fyp. fyp. fyp. fyp. fyp. fyp. fyp. fyp. fyp. fyp. fyp. fyp. fyp. fyp. fyp. fyp. fyp. fyp. fyp. fyp.

damn it. fyp.

ANGEL_scribbled * -1:06 PM

on monday, i thought im one step nearer.

on wednesday, im taking one step backward.

again, remain at the same point.

i really wish i have the courage to carry on.

but, im afraid.
afraid of losing to others.
afraid of losing what i have.

- im not perfect, yet why i yearn to be perfect?

ANGEL_scribbled * -12:30 PM

You Passed 8th Grade Math

Congratulations, you got 9/10 correct!

Could You Pass 8th Grade Math?

ANGEL_scribbled * -12:11 PM