+ . . [ [ :: the angel in disguise

Sunday, July 30, 2006

working and working non stop. wat sia.. im really tired~~! waking up now and i need to wash up and get ready for work again~~

everyone seem to ask me to change shift with them. am i too nice to agree with it or i dont know how to reject? but basically, they have more impt thing to do than me playing outside and waste money, so must well work for them and change another off day that can be the same as baby? but he will never ever understand~

the naughty boy i have never learn how to think and it breaks my heart. it seems to be that everyone know you as so understanding, tolerant and nice to me.. but when im being tolerant, understanding and nice.. who else know? you only have my temper and attitude to bear~ i have all the stress, work, future, savings to bear~

grabing hold of every chance to work on 2nd off day.. so that can earn more. 21st century.. like what darling's said... we need to support everything ourselves as women!! never mind than.. shall continue to work hard.. work till i die la!~

i have so many things to do/buy. firstly, get my hair done. been wanting to cut my hair and put some colour on it, but NO TIME! secondly, thinking of getting some part time job to work in the day.. shld i? thirdly, save enough. i also wana give you 10 driving lesson!! haha. fourthly, oh my LV. i will buy you in my dream. fifthly, facial and more facial.. vain pot. sixthly, meeting my darling!! mRS LIM.. i miss miss miss you badly.. and there's so much to catch up. seventhly, my ladies. though work in same company, but never get to go out together yet! sob.. time for some ladies night again ma.. =(

by the way.. baby received bike model as his' birthday present. hmm.. NICE AR! so sweet of the little gal to make it for him.. alot of effort put in, so i allow baby to keep it. ahem.. haha..

alright.. i have never ending things to do. but what matter most is.. my dear had been so nice to accompany me all the way. waiting for me to finish work.. and i always end work at 1am.. 2am.. ahem. accompany thru the night, putting me and cuddle me to sleep before he slp. if not, not matter how tired he is, he will accompany me with the vcds that i wana watch. though at times, he fell asleep in the middle of the show.

thanks baby for always there.
thanks for bringing me back to the world i belong.
thanks for loving me.
thanks for giving in to me.
thanks for tolerating me.
thanks for buying me supper.
thanks for cooking for me.
thanks for putting me to slp.
thanks for.. returning to me. =)

i know im blessed.
but still, you have to learn how to think pls.
ahem.

p.s - sorry if im too harsh on you. but seriously.. return to the world you belong. coz you really dont belong here. and i do know that you are feeling miserable. but the miserable is due to baby.. or everything just appeared to be too sudden? actually, he did gave you some hints le.. but you are not aware of that. dont hate him. dont blame him. bcoz it's me that's why he treated you this way. sorry if im being known as selfish, but im just getting back what's belong to me. that's my happiness that i need to grab hold off. if you really love him, you will do something to grab your happiness too, but you didn't. like said, you are not ke lian. there's still good frenz around you that will console you and guys who love you to be their gf.. so.. look ahead and carry on. still, sorry for being too harsh at the point of time. =)

ANGEL_scribbled * -2:51 PM

i just got someone so pek cek and
pissed over me and my attitude.

but I DUN CARE!

coz.. you simply duno how to think!
and im angry~~!

it's not about anything matter..
is the way you do things.

hate it!!
pls grow up and think it over can?

we are not young anymore.
you cannot go on like this if you wana have a bike.
you cannot go on like this if you wana a future.

i can eat bread with you.
i can eat porridge with you.
i can dont go for brands.
i can dont go for "high class".
but.... i just wish you learn how to think.
think about the future..
as well as... think about how will i feel pls.

the feeling aint good at all..
even though im willing to.

ANGEL_scribbled * -4:33 AM

Friday, July 28, 2006

you bloodly idiot.. better stop throwing temper at me.. if not.. i tell you that's it. in future, i wun just cry and just forgive you hor.. I WARN YOU!

dun test the princess..
she is not afraid of you!
hmpf..

i dun care... no more temper and attitude from you. you shld be the one giving in to me.. not just walk off and show me attitude and throw temper.. UNDERSTAND? idiot!! hmpf..

even if in future, no matter how tired you are, or how irritated you are.. you are still NOT ALLOW to throw temper at me.

understand and get it right hor..!!

if not... i smack your ass!!

ARGH!~!~!!~!~!

ANGEL_scribbled * -11:47 PM

emax corner.

hahaha.. we are slacking at emax now. you know you know.. the one at cine.. we are in a chamber.. haha.. so "interesting".. and i only get to know TODAY! that's like so freaking outdated. poots.

alright.. im catching a movie at 1215am. still have 1 hr to slack before movie start, so thought of playing online game here.. but to find out that... wah.. we can actually rent VCD to watch here.. as well as playing xbox and online.. interesting ma... still thinking.. shld i sign up for the emax card.. haha...

i sound so stupid and getting high over silly thing. tootz.

shall continue my chat with my darling le.. she's online.. my mRS LIM~~!! muackz...

ANGEL_scribbled * -11:39 PM

Thursday, July 27, 2006

be it did i leave him or not.
the one in his heart will still be me.

love is not as simple as what you think.
if you really love him,
why aint you doing anything?

this world doesnt belong to you,
pls go back to the world you belong.

if you cannot accept how others look upon you,
how are you going to step into his world?

the family background you are from,
will you be able to understand him?

and you know..
how long i took to get him right on the track?

if you really love him,
you know how much he had suffered?
be it, it's due to me or others,
will you be able to understand?

whatever we went through,
will you be able to understand?

i doubt so.

stop acting as if you are so ke lian,
coz you aint.
the way you behave will just make him irritated.
you understand?

love is selfish.
blame fate that let you two know each other only now.
blame fate for allowing him to fall for me before you.
blame fate for allowing us to go thru so much before you.

define love pls.
get the word right first before loving someone.

ANGEL_scribbled * -6:31 PM

to blog about my dear mr noName. well, baby would not mind so much about me calling ppl dear or darling, bcoz he is so used to it le. and im forever like this. no limit as a gf. whahah.

follow your heart ba. dun force yourself to forget someone neither force yourself to do whatever you dun like. in life, no matter what happens, be it, she will be with you or not, life still goes on. want money, still need to work. want someone to talk to, still need frenz. want someone to love, still need a lover. why make yourself so fan? it's hard to get over her, i noe. i also took a LONG LONG LONG time to get over fox ma.. isnt it? i took almost 5 years lei. and i thought, fox will be the one i gonna love MOST till now.. but it doesnt seems to be like this le ya.. haha. wat i wish to say is that, dun lie to yourself. know your heart, know yourself, know what you want. if it's impossible to get her, den carry on well. i believe she wun want to see you so miserable coz of her too right? life is short. do whatever you like first bah.. no matter wat, im still here as your dear..

and we gonna meet up often to talk rubbish and gossip together okie?

ANGEL_scribbled * -5:44 PM

the kitty pouch i bought.

the bag baby bought for me to HONG me. bleahx.

ANGEL_scribbled * -5:41 PM

Wednesday, July 26, 2006

pictures to show how bo liao am i during 730am to 1130am. =) please enjoy. haha.

ssdc de yu san

90 over ppl reporting for bike TP~ wow!

tester standing by.

another tester caught.

baby at the junction.

on his way to GO OUT TO ROAD.

vrOom. a picture with tester! remember the face! bang him~~

queueing to enter ssdc. pathetic.

baby turning into ssdc.

turned!! =)

interesting pictures right? haha..

ANGEL_scribbled * -4:39 AM

tiring!

im so tired. really very tired.

i need to keep typing and typing to keep myself awake.

im really very tired.

this is the result of not sleeping for.. eh.. 2 days? to calculate.. i din sleep for 2 days!!

worked till 2am last night.. hmm shld be last last night.. alright 24jul. cil fetch me to baby's place and had my wonderful ai xin lunch/dinner/supper. simply love baby's cooking. miss miss lots. we used to cook alot when he stayed at west coast. recall those days when xiao mei and jayius keep coming over to eat. crab meal with gal and lao da. bbq and steamboat with the whole group of loves one. wah.. kind of miss miss it. we shall have something like that again soon. BABY.. pls organise!! DONT CARE! i demand you to do so! even though i know you will be tired. haha. =x

my ai xin dinner. yummy.

after meal, of coz home sweet home. my house is the most comfortable de. got air con. got lappy. got lan. got room. got bed. got vcd. got movies. got drinks. got drama. got food. got me. got a pig sleeping beside me too!

baby soon fall aslp when we reached home. i believe, he used too much energy into cooking the meal for me le. heex.. hao xing fu~~

well.. the not sleepy me after bath continue to stay online and watch vcd. i have never ending show to watch sia.. just simply no time lor. watched till 5+ and i really cannot take it le so i went to take a short nap, knowing that i will have to wake up at 6+ to accompany baby for his TP. IT'S REALLY A SHORT NAP! i slept for 15mins ONLY! baby's alarm start to ring. -_- i drag myself to the wash room to wash up and got scolding from baby coz i removed his ring. he thought it's lost. just playing lor, and he scolded me. as usual, i showed my attitude. bloodly idiot. i wake up early in the morning to pei you go for your TP and you scolded me! BEST ar!!

nevertheless, princess aint that forgiving.. he took lots of effort to hong me too.

so.. we set off to yio chu kang. no taxi in the early morning and i forgot the feeling of waking up early le. on call a cab and the moment we board the cab, i got a shock. it's $8.50 when i board the cab! that's so... eh... expensive. and it's $17 to reach yio chu kang! wah... EXPENSIVE LEI!

so.. i waited and waited and waited and waited for his TP to end... dun ask the result.. ask him.. ahem..

i was at ssdc from 730 till 1130... power ma?

i got the urge to learn bike all along.. but mummy dun allow.. so sad... daddy also dun allow.. how?

after tp.. went to meet jove at ang mo kio. yawnz. forever taking his own sweet time to meet us sia.. waiting for him to come down is like.. i finished one meal and finished "shopping" lor..

den we went to bugis to shop shop.. suppose to go open acc de.. but.. hmMmm... next mth bah. in the end, we went "window" shopping. i expect to be window shopping de la.. but hor.. SOMEONE just made me angry. and in order to hong his princess.. he bought me a bag that i like.. whahaha.. =P

oh ya.. i bought my long waited bikini too~~!! i like.. thought it's black in colour, but i still like. bought 2 hello kitty pouch too. it's cute!!

and after tat... off i go for work. sian~~!!

now.. i just had my dinner.. a pig behind me hugging me while i blog.. he is so engross with my blogging.. no no.. is actually due to he wana blog but he cant.. coz his princess is blogging.. whaha.. =x

ANGEL_scribbled * -1:41 AM

Monday, July 24, 2006

as usual, i have a pig sleeping beside me. this time round, he used my lap as the pillow. ahem. and my leg is so numb now.

he still refuse to wake up even though i keep making noise. -_- oh no.. that's really so pain.

well.. be it den.. for the sake of.. him giving in to me when i threw temper just now. ahem.

yesh.. i throw temper again. attitude again and made him sad again. i noe im evil.. but who asked him to spolit me.

the princess character that can never be changed.

my feeling is the only thing that need to be taken into consideration.

i think.. i made him feeling miserable again.. opps. =x

im sorry. you knew it all along that im like tat. you should understand. my temper, my stubborn is wat i cant control. and only.. towards you... im like this.

so be honoured. the princess only wants to throw temper, being unreasonable, being stubborn and being selfish to you only, my prince.

ANGEL_scribbled * -4:07 AM

dun try to act as if you understand her,
bcoz she is not that easy to understand.

dun ask her what to do,
she is much mature than you.

dun compare.
bcoz there's only one charmaine.

dun provoke the princess.

she can send you to heaven and throw you to hell.

believe in wat she is capable of.

ANGEL_scribbled * -3:52 AM

Sunday, July 23, 2006

just my dearest baby.

i have a pig.. sleeping beside my bed now.. and he is snoring!!

shhHh.. baby.. you are too loud. i cant sleep~

i guess.. he is too tired.

work till sat morning 830am. baby gave me a surprise by fetching me off work. suppose to be meeting at orchard de.. but when i came down, i saw him sitting at the taxi stand.. sweets! and due to that.. i forgot tat im angry with him. ahem.

took a bus to orchard.. walked a distance to lucky for breakfast. duh~ his favourite beehoon frm the stall there. meanwhile.. thinking of reason to.. skip work. haha. he is too tired to work and main reason behind... coz maine is off on sat!! and im having a party at home..

baby helped my mummy to prepare for bbq food as well as cooking food for me to eat.. yummy..

the reason for him to be snoring now is..

1. woke up early in the morning to fetch me off work. bear in mind.. he din sleep well the previous night and in order not to overslept, he got his mum to wake him up at 6+ when i only off work at 830.

2. i nagged him, attitude him, throw temper on him to wake him up in the early afternoon to help my mum prepare for bbq food and i continue my sleep.

3. he had been handling all the bbq-ing whole night. basically, food tat he bbq-ed is for his princess maine. =)

4. he helped to clear up the mess after bbq.

5. he helped to wash all the dishes and clean up my kitchen.

6. secret... shhHh....

7. he had not been having enough sleep recently due to unreasonable maine and "ke lian little guai gal".

so.... i shall be understanding and not to disturb his sleep bah... =)

ANGEL_scribbled * -4:29 AM

沉默玩具

变成了一个影
隐藏了自己
爱情困难呼吸
我是沉默玩具
执着对你无限情
模糊我自己
不愿深深把爱情
输了你的游戏
你要逃
对决拥抱
我看到
为什么爱上你的人是我
为什么一厢情愿的人会难过
为什么对你舍不的人是我
爱上你需要那真情意
说在而情意
寂寞点点不休息
而让甜蜜却也忘记
幸福不再美丽
可是我会在意
这种对你的深情
我不会怪自己
不愿意深深的情意
输了你的游戏
你要逃
对决了拥抱
我看到
为什么爱上你的人是我
为什么一厢情愿的人会难过
为什么对你舍不的人是我
爱上你需要那真情意
说在而情意
喔~~爱~~
为什么对你舍不的人是我
还是你需要那真情意
喔~~爱~~
这么爱你的人会难过
为什么对你舍不的人是我
还是你需要那真情意
说在而情意

ANGEL_scribbled * -4:27 AM

Friday, July 21, 2006

know what maine do when she's drunk?
cry non stop.

know what maine do when she's happy?
keep smiling.

know what maine do when she's feeling xing fu?
smile in her dream

know what maine do when she's sad?
drink and club. numb herself.

know what maine do when she's feeling jealous?
attitude.

know what maine do when she's wana be naughty?
things that you cannot imagine her doing.

and how much.. you understand maine?
and how much.. you love her?
and how much.. you lied to her?
and how much.. you wana be with her?

the line.. across. you pass it. betrayed the trust i had for you and left me to be thinking too much. i dun wish to think. neither do i wish to bother so much. but... what you did.. just pass the border le.

no more trust.

be it... she had left or not.. she's still there. and... i believe there's something more than just that.. might be me myself thinking too much. but that's what you protray and left me here thinking and wondering and whatever.

not happy at all... NOT HAPPY!!

i duno what i want too.. dun asked me.. bulid back the trust i used to have for you bah.. that's the only way out. and yesh.. THE ONLY WAY!

ANGEL_scribbled * -7:22 PM

what's the truth? what's the hidden part? what's the thing to say? what's the thing to hide? if you have anything in mind to say.. just say.. why hide?

i am aware of my temper. i am aware of my attitude.. like you CARE?

be it.. im always like this.. i will never ever change. heard that?

ANGEL_scribbled * -7:04 PM

the evil witch

im so evil.. i know im evil.. -_-

cries.

in the middle of the night.. in the middle of work.. im here.. crying.. might be due to what you blogged. might be due to myself. i felt guilty too. and what shld i do den?

the amount of ppl i hurt is more than just "her". and my feeling aint taken into consideration at all..

not at all.

ANGEL_scribbled * -1:34 AM

Thursday, July 20, 2006

blessed with love and care.

love my ladies lots. they really took good care of me at work. =)

my darling mei.. a teacher to be~~ proud of her sia.. i have a MISS NEO.. teacher as my darling.

my dear.. mr noName.. nothing to update you la..~~ it's just work everyday.. wat you wana know? haha.. i stay till closing that day lor.. ahem.. din see you around after tat le lei.. where you go??

jess.. my dearest guan yin ma.. when will our suppose to be fyp meeting gonna be? date, time and location pls!!

small boy.. sorry.. din take your concern for granted.. just tat at a point of time.. need to be alone to thought things over.. well.. IM FINE STILL!! no worries k? just plainly too tired of.. everything..

tania. happy sweet 21st bday.. sorry unable to attend your celebration.. we shall meet up soon k?

aiai.. still din get to meet you due to im working tat day.. so sorry.. miss you lots.. i will make time for all of you k? we really need some gathering sia.. heex..

elson.. happy 21st bday too....~~ enjoyed yourself to the fullest right? weehee...

haoyong.. im back le. taken your words into consideration. haha. true.. my blog ma.. i shall write whatever i want and ignore those who come and "quarrel and argue" with me over what i blogged... anyway... guard duty fun ar? haha.. =x

oh well... enough of those replies sia... haha.... i sound naggy.. time for some rest.. gonna wake up early tml.. *yaWnz..

ANGEL_scribbled * -3:40 AM

naughty maine stick the horse on gal's hairpin. haha. =x

the mashed potatoes my wonderful ladies bought for me.

the msg they wrote. the mashed potatoes to keep me awake at night. =)

ANGEL_scribbled * -3:34 AM

Wednesday, July 19, 2006

as requested..

yesh..
my loyal readers..

im back.

=)

ANGEL_scribbled * -3:42 AM

Saturday, July 15, 2006

the heaven. my prince. my love.

im the princess to be.

the wonderful heaven i am in.

blessed with love.
handled with care.
love me tender.

i love my prince.

ANGEL_scribbled * -4:34 AM

Sunday, July 09, 2006

the life i we chosen.

accept it and be happy.

carry on maine.

it's pointless now.

ANGEL_scribbled * -7:45 AM

Saturday, July 08, 2006

promised to be happy.

promised not to tear anymore.

but it just roll down.

tired le.
really.. tired le.

ANGEL_scribbled * -4:00 AM

Friday, July 07, 2006

no.. dun say.. im materialistic.. coz.. i just LOVE IT!!!

Louis Vuitton

yesh.. im lovin' it...

wee....
i wish i wish.. i will get a handbag for my bday.
i wish i wish.. i will get a wallet for my bday.
i wish i wish.. i wish i wish..

yesh.. i wish.. haha..

ANGEL_scribbled * -1:30 AM

Thursday, July 06, 2006

the combination. no longer exist.

im tired le.

to whoever it is to be.. i shall declare.. im really tired le.

tired of waiting. tired of working. tired of waiting for calls. tired of waiting for sms. tired of waiting for someone to fetch me. tired of waiting for someone to tell me not to be tired, he's still here for me. really.. tired le.

a simple sms can made me very happy you know? just a simple sms will do. a simple sms to ask me take care. a simple sms to tell me to rest more. a simple sms to tell me you miss me somehow or another. a simple sms to tell me you wana see me. just a simple sms will do. but i receive none. yet i seem to be the one keep sms-ing you.

i dun wan. dun wan it to be this way. dun wan to sms but no reply. dun wan to know your no. yet dun dare to call.

i dun wan!

my heart declared dead too~

ANGEL_scribbled * -4:42 AM

Tuesday, July 04, 2006

so tired.

im working n the previous night.. which is.. 10pm to 830am.. and now.. im heading back to work at 5pm.

NO LIFE~~~~!!

at least.. better. devote myself in work and i wouldnt think so much.. but i missed JUNIE! even den, i have to smile when i miss her, coz i noe she wouldnt want me to be sad and im known to be strong to her. =)

but den... im super tired. superwoman breaking down soon. and im falling sick due to the idiot weather. drink not enough water i guess.. shall drink more! haha. i recalled myself asking ppl to take care and drink more water but me myself.. got so dehydrated. opps.. =x

im missing night life so much. anyway, save money also la~ i miss ladies night. and my ladies who are working with me now.. dun work at the same shift.. =( im looking forward to bank training.. so that i will be back in office during office hours and off work with them. heex..

my whole body aching now.. guess due to sat. ah zhi was so drunk and we bang here and there. duh~ so pain lor. this is wat happened wen everyone got drunk. pathetic. haha. but we had fun!! =) will be uploading pictures soon~

anyway, gotta get myself prepare for work le. ciao~ alright. that sound so not nice. bye~

ANGEL_scribbled * -3:11 PM

recalled kor told me, im the ideal gal for guys.
recalled michelle jie told me, im a nice gal.
recalled vAnz told me, im a good gal.
recalled gal told me, not to make her worry.
recalled kenneth told me, im a wonderful laopo.
recalled nic told me, im just nice for him.

why didnt i realise all my 'good' points?
and why did i felt so inferior of myself?
what's wrong?

im silly. stupid. bad temper. attitude. fat. idiot. not understanding. not sensative. not caring. not loving. dun appreciate. more more more.

ANGEL_scribbled * -5:45 AM

tired of hiding the real me behind the smile. i felt so fake. i dun wish to cry. i wished to be happy. but it's not easy. i dun wish to be a burden to anyone. i dun wish to be a bad gal. i dun wish to be a playful gal. i dun wish to be a stubborn gal.

how to be happy? how to be a good gal? and how to become a wonderful woman one day?

that's so sickening. im just no longer the same old me anymore. the past me being protected like a princess. taking everything for granted coz i felt that i deserved it.

i used to be protected from harm and hurt. i wished to be protected like before, but no one is there to protect me. i need the protection. i need it so much but no one is there to provide me with it. i can be strong but how long can i pretend to be strong? the path i took now.. am i ruining myself? what's right? what's wrong? i no longer can define.

ANGEL_scribbled * -5:39 AM

Monday, July 03, 2006

no longer like wu ke qun - wo you zui. no longer like ah mei - wo yao kuai le. no longer like zheng yuan - wei shen me xiang ai de ren bu neng zai yi qi. no longer like party world. no longer like ktv pub. no longer like fishing. no longer will go to tanjong rhu. no longer. no longer.

office is just so near to tanjong rhu. been passing there every now and den. just made me recall of fishing there. recall ~~the 'sweet little'~~ me, wondering he might be hungry offer to go buy mac for him. knowing he prefer twister fries and i wana eat normal fries so i bought both. knowing he might be hungry and bought lunch for him. knowing he's falling sick and bought herbal drink for him. knowing he felt sad, sms him to inform him that i still care. knowing he's alone, offer to accompany him.

deleted all his msg. deleted his no. but i dun seems to be able to delete his no. from my mind? he made me to remember it, and how to forget now?

why am i forever bring hurt? i just wanted to be love, is that difficult?

superwoman will be tired too. im getting tired of all these.

ANGEL_scribbled * -8:25 PM

my love for you <3

i'm thinking of you
day and night
even though you don't speak a word
your voice is still in my head
do you know i think of you everyday?
do you even know my love for you?

i wish you knew how much i love you...

ANGEL_scribbled * -8:24 PM

as i walk alone in the cold rain,

my mind drifted away to the past.

to what we used to be

to the secrets we used to share.

how i wish you were here with me,

sharing the umbrella

in this lonely yet cold night.

whispering sweet nothings in my ear

i miss you so much.

ANGEL_scribbled * -8:22 PM

I've been ~~tagged~~ asked by Mr LEE Hao Yong

Rules
1. Do the following WITHOUT complaints
2. Choose 5 people to do this after you've completed yours
3. Leave a tag on the person's tagboard to say he/she has been tagged
4. Start your post with a "I've been tagged" then do this...

Favourites
favourite colour: black. white. purple. pink. baby blue. green. (practically, i like almost all colour that suits me.)
favourite food: sashimi~ no meat. vegetables. more pls.
favorite song(s): too many to list. songs that make me dance. songs that make me cry. songs that make me laugh(like ji pa ban). i tend to love songs that someone love too. so asked him what he like, den i will like lor. haha.
favourite movie: movies with him~ amityville horror. april snow(even it's boring). cursed. king kong. harry potter 4. deuce giggolo. all about love. herbie. six. lot like love. maid. initial d~. just like heaven(the one that left me with the most memories. i wan a garden, with him as my gardener.).
favourite sport: netball of coz.
favourite day of the week: sunday~ family day!
favourite season: autumn
favourite ice-cream: chocolate. coffee

Currents
current mood: missing. moody. unhappy. bored(that's why im doing this)
current taste: eh.. wat's there to taste? im had not been eating today.
current clothes: my all time fav. piyo piyo pyjamas.
current toenail: i have nice toenail with nail polish on.
current time: 1650
current surroundings: lappy charger. hp charger. camera. bbdc practical book. my bed. my bears. my hp. usb wires. alot of pillows. rubber band. alright. messy la.
current annoyances: my mood and the feeling of waiting for my brother to COME BACK!
current thoughts: meeting him~ talk to him. receive his sms. see him online. HIM~! (well, dream on~)

First
First best friends: lim wei yi. (still in contact. ahem!)
first crush: him~ it's crush at that point of time.
first movie: wah.. years years ago le lor. how to remember?
first lie: told mummy im going to study but im not? haha.

Lasts
last cigarette: hmm.. last clubbing.. forgot le. im not a smoker. just one puff nia.
last drink(alcohol): martel! yUckz. the one that ah zhi forced me into drinking 5 glasses with no mixture.
last car ride: the cab that went all ard spore. from orchard to bedok to bukit timah den to jurong.
last crush: eh. tony bah. =x
last movie: omen
last phone call: mummy~
last CD played: 蔡依林－《舞娘》

Have you ever
have you ever dated your best friend: nope.
have you ever broken the law: yes.
have you ever been arrested: ya. but no record la. coz it's small small thingy only. *evil grins. t
have you ever skinny dipped: no.
have you ever been on tv: dun tink so bah. i noe how to siam.
have you ever kissed someone you don't know: no.

5 things you are wearing: pyjamas. ring. ~~am i suppose to say.. bra and panty too?~~
4things you've done today: slept. use lappy. listen to songs. missing him.
3 things you can hear right now: msn msg. jolin - kai chang bai. hp ring~.
1 thing you do when you're bored: xiang tai duo~

Next 5 candidates: my ladies! vAnz, meiyun, ling, zhen, jess.

~~actually.. i wish to tag him too. ya. mr boo~ pls.~~

ANGEL_scribbled * -4:35 PM

so bored. jove and kelly got engaged. so happy for them. they are so xing fu~ and most importantly.. KELLY GOT DIAMOND RING!!! i dun have!!

pengz..

im feeling so eh... agitated. fraustrated. irritated. sad. unhappy. in one word. moody.

i miss you~

ANGEL_scribbled * -12:52 AM

Sunday, July 02, 2006

map to office

duno clear enough for gal and lao da ma. hmm.. try to understand bah. it's all straight road. =)

ANGEL_scribbled * -8:49 AM