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Sunday, February 25, 2007

forgo the past sadness. looking forward to the future.

i will be leading a normal life after converting to day team. soon... i will be back to study. complete my uni. i will have more time for my darlings... i will also have more time for my family. =)

in this new yr.. it's the starting of a brand new me.

bless me for everything pls.. hope that whatever i wished for... will come true.. =)

all my darlings.. happy new yr. sorry for not meeting up. and also for those who are too busy for me.. faster date me out la.. i miss miss miss you!! esp my heaven family.. my sunzi and mrs lim. pls be free for me la..

lao da and gal... also meet up soon for some ladies night or whatever la... okie??

ANGEL_scribbled * -5:47 PM

happy cny to all

alright.. i know it's a little late, but still happy cny.. =)

something happened and it left my heart bleeding.. i know i expect this to happen, but i never realise that he can be so harsh.

i gave up.. this is what he wants. totally give up. give up waiting and also give up being just normal friend. 7 years of waiting.. in return, it's forever disappointment.

content of msg.

me: a greeting for cny.
you: you are?
me: someone you wouldnt wana ctc?
you: who la?
me: charmaine
you: which charmaine?
me: charmaine lim shi wei
you: you know who am i?
me: i know. _ _ _ _ _
you: who is _ _ _ _ _?
me: _ _ _ _ _ _ _
after a long long break...
you: i dont know you.
me: you mean you dont wish to know or i got the wrong no.?
after a long long long break...
you: wrong no.

the no. i memorised. store in hp for at least past 4 years coz he changed hp no. before... he said i got the wrong no. thanks. for being so harsh.

time is needed for recovering.. i kept this in me till now.. have not tell anyone yet... i just wana think over before saying anything. now i say it out.... which means... everything ended...

you and me.... ended!

ANGEL_scribbled * -5:34 PM

Wednesday, February 07, 2007

forget about the past.
forget about the laugher.
forget about the face.
forget about the sweetness.
forget about the gentle.
forget about the silliness.
forget about the idiot.
forget about the love.

if it's so easy to forget,
i will not be left here crying.

ANGEL_scribbled * -3:43 AM

试着忘了

习惯了不想你也可以快乐
我想这是我的新主义
不要怪我不通情达理
习惯了寂寞的时候跳舞
听一首怀旧的音乐
跳一场一个人的舞
我很好看不见都能感觉的到
我真的很好不再给你无谓的干扰
试着忘了你的好
试着忘了你的拥抱
试着忘了那一次的温柔
不想习惯了就想要
试着忘了那一秒
试着忘了你的微笑
试着忘了那一次的习惯
不想习惯了不习惯了

试着忘了你的好
试着忘了你的拥抱
试着忘了那一次的温柔
不想习惯了就想要
试着忘了嘿～
试着忘了那一次的习惯
不想习惯了不习惯了

ANGEL_scribbled * -3:42 AM

影子情人

已经穿习惯你的皮衣
好像还在你怀里
你最喜欢的歌手我也在听
成为了我的必需
朋友说我说话那种语气
怎么那么像你
原来我已重叠了你
你不曾离去
分手过了这一大段日子
为何都没有过去
带着你的影子能到哪里
每一处都还有你
你没带走的
溶入我血液随着我来呼吸
当我低头就看到你
黑色的回忆
只能做你的影子
安静又不能言语
每一步都随你又不算在一起
永远是你的影子
我的痛没有言语
和你那么的靠近却没有位置

ANGEL_scribbled * -3:40 AM