+ . . [ [ :: the angel in disguise

Friday, August 31, 2007

im stealing part of my time for assignment to blog. everyone seems to be so so so busy. me too! assignment is killing me....~~~ SOBZ!

really very tired. sick though. had fever and suffering from the unbearable headache.

im about to list down my wishlist for bday. due to my dearest sunzi's request, im going to post in up soon. 8th sept k? i will post it up. haha. give you some time to prepare for it. crack your brain to think of what to give me. whahaha..

tang's sales on last thur. i got one of my desire. and it's the perfume. guess, i really love it so much and die die must have it. got a bag too. which is though not worth the price. i can see that it cannot tahan heavy stuff and it's gonna be spolit soon. =(

D n D tml.. which i dun really feel like going now. but guess.. i had no choice but to go. promised bf cannot drink so i shall be guai and not going to drink.

my dear lao gong is so so so busy with work. guess he really wana go holiday with money in his pocket. but hor.. he neglected me!! hmpf!! im sick and i dun think he is aware! bleahx!

it's sept soon. and it gonna be oct soon. i have a rule. everytime, you all combine to buy present for me. Make it special this year. NO COMBINING! individual present for all pls. that's my wish. haha. i dun need expensive stuff. but i just wana know each individual, be it colleagues, frenz, sisters, lao gong, bfs, ah ma, darlings.. what will you all buy for me sia.. haha..

looking forward worz. =)

alright. shall go back to my assignment.

ANGEL_scribbled * -2:17 AM

the little gifts that made my day. thanks dear lao gong and sweetest bf. =)

my display full with KITTY! it's all gifts from the beloved. =)

ANGEL_scribbled * -2:11 AM

Thursday, August 30, 2007

trust. feel. truth. love. commitment.

a simple relationship can be created but if only one party feel, the other don't. It become meaningless.

falling for the wrong wrong wrong person is the worse thing ever a person can go thru. it's not on purpose, when the feel come, you cant hide it.

When you try to hide it, tears will roll every night.

Not wishing for it.
Not waiting for miracle to happen.

I am who I am. and for you to define am I worth to be with or not.

The love and pampering I need cannot be calculated. I love to be pampered and i love to pamper my love one.

But when all the giving in and effort that had put in are not being appreciated, everything will just gone to the drain.

that's my feel now. im losing the faith to carry on loving.

ANGEL_scribbled * -7:53 PM

Wednesday, August 15, 2007

study time.

this is what happens when im bored while studying...

our section. BOOKS. NOTES. DRINKS.

BF's conner. his lappy, book, notes, drink and calculator.

BF seriously using calculator for some calculation.

DEAR's conner. NOTES, BOOKS and full of PENS and HIGHLIGHTERS.

DEAR seriously studying while listening to MP3.

MY conner. BOOKS, NOTES, PENS.

MY TEXTBK.

THE MODULE NAME.

MY written notes.

MAINE seriously into studying but feeling slpy as well.

ANGEL_scribbled * -2:37 AM

Monday, August 13, 2007

update wishlist. MY DESIRE~

For all listed BELOW..
Please appear in my dream~
AT LEAST I ONCE HAD IT, IN MY DREAM~

not to say.. i haven chk out the price. -_-

COACH - i like this colour and design $960

i like this range~ $3520!

my desire~ Dior Addict.

not that it's not affordable. but i'll never spend the money for material. =)

ANGEL_scribbled * -2:40 AM

updates for the mth of AUG~

aug 9

national day. spectacular celebration. was supposed to have dinner at LONG BEACH by marina bay. reach marina station road, road block, jam and jam and jam. no way for the cars to be moving. poor lao gong waited at marina mrt for 1 hr or so. den evil me asked him to walk all the way across the highway, which is fully jam with cars, to meet me at the other end. walked until he sweat as if nobody business. haha. we were on the phone when the fireworks started in the middle. it's so so so so near to me.. damn nice and it's really nice!! after the fireworks, finally there's no jam. got into the car and drive to marina bay for our supposed dinner at 730pm. by then, it's already 9pm.

after dinner, i drove to pioneer mall to study. as it's a little early still, went over to meet shikin and maryl at boon lay market. meanwhile, dear making fun of me due to daddy's scolding while im drving. hmpf!! evil~~

waited for bf to reach home and get himself ready. went back to pioneer mall to study.

aug 10

daddy's bday. celebration had held together with national day, therefore no celebration on actual day. instead, i celebrated aiai's bday. out for dinner together. bought her present in a rush and bring her to have korean food. hopefully she like all that i've plan. =)

labyrinth after that. wanted to finish the bottle we left there previously but apparently, still cannot finish. SO.. wait till next visit den. had alof of suffering outside labyrinth. dear make me spin and spin and spin. AND i bite and bite and bite... we can fight till the extend that he asked the taxi uncle to stop at the road side, change seats and continue the fight. my goodness... now, my leg got blue black again~

aug 11

ah gong's bday. celebration at amk. boring as usual but meeting up with cousins are fun. after that went home and nap awhile due to fever den go over to meet dear and bf for study. we really studied whole night lor.. ahem~~ but the resulting of that was high fever, cough and flu the next day. it was bcoz of late night slp. it's due to charmaine already not well... yet im adding on to it. haha. im honest and admit that im the cause of my sickness. bleahx.

recently.. there's quite a no. of new hang out. of coz to say, bf's work place, cartel where i can have bf's cooking. boon lay market seems to be very often too. well, pioneer mall mac is study place. labyrinth for drinking and singing.

watched secret for 2 times. late night movies at cine. sick and high fever to nearly A&E. thinking too much. sad and cry like nobody business.

you care? you bother? apparently.. you dun give it a damn.

for someone.. treating me differently as before.. maybe im thinking too much again. but tat's the fact i realised. dun deny. it's really different.

well... SHhhHHh... it's a secret. be it den, shall keep unknown.

darling bday coming yet she is upset. sad for her not turning to me. yes, we are busy with work and sch. but im sure if you need me to be around, I WILL BE AROUND LOR. be it, im running high fever, weak till i cannot stand properly, i'll still be there for you lor...!! so pls... let me know if you need help in anything okie? hUgz.

okie.. my lao gong and bf nagging me to slp.. so i shall turn in soon.. if not, they nv study hard den gonna blame me.. hmpf... =P

niGhtz.

ANGEL_scribbled * -2:02 AM

subject: WOMAN

woman..

actually, think of it. woman.. are easy to pacify dun you think so?

a small gift can make her happy. sweet words or action also can make her fly up the sky. as long as you make her feel love and care, she will be satisfied.

SO.. for that.. thanks for my sweet sweet bf who made my day~~ i love my kitty hair dryer~~

nicely wrapped up.

hello kitty. my fav.

my kitty hair dryer from bf. =)

ANGEL_scribbled * -1:54 AM

What Man Shld Know.

1. The Female always makes The Rules.

2. The Rules are subject to change at any time without prior notification.

3. No Male can possibly know all The Rules.

4. If the Female suspects the Male knows all The Rules, she must immediately change some or all of The Rules.

5. The Female is never wrong.

6. (If the Female is wrong, it is because of a flagrant misunderstanding which was a direct result of something the Male did or said wrong.)

7. (If Rule 6 applies, the Male must apologize immediately for causing the misunderstanding.)

8. The Female can change her mind at any given point in time.

9. The Male must never change his mind without express written consent from the Female.

10. The Female has every right to be angry or upset at any time.

11. The Male must remain calm at all times, unless the Female Wants him to be angry or upset.

12. The Female must under no circumstances let the Male know whether or not she wants him to be angry or upset.

13. The Male is expected to mind read at all times.

14. The Male who doesn't abide by The Rules, can't take the heat, lacks a backbone, and is a wimp.

15. Any attempt to document The Rules could result in bodily harm.

16. At no time can the Male make such comments as "Insignificant" and "Is that all?" when the Female is complaining.

17. If the Female has PMS, all The Rules are null and void!

ANGEL_scribbled * -1:23 AM

Saturday, August 04, 2007

im trying hard to accept it and not showing any disatisfaction, but well... my attiude just can't hide. i still mind~

pathetic.

i know myself for not being able to be your princess. i know it well that miracles only happens when you dream on.

so for the above that i know, yet... what i am doing now, doesn't helps me any better. im happy with you but yet.. im not the one for you.

i know im loved by all. but i need the real love and the real pampering. after all... i still need and want to be pampered. especially YOU.

asking me what to choose, to be love or pamper? i want it BOTH. without love, there's no pampering. my dad loves me, so he pamper me. same goes to my mum. i pamper my siblings, coz i love my siblings. i love my frenz, so i pamper them the way they pamper me.

but one kind of pampering... that goes with the affiliation of LOVE. the love from the boy i wana be with. the boy i can spend my life with. the boy that understand me. the boy that love me more than anyone else. the boy that eyes is only on me.

so... WHERE'S THE BOY? - well.. i wished, i hope.. he's the one?

wo shi.. mei ren ai de xiao hai~~ haha.

ANGEL_scribbled * -7:25 PM

Friday, August 03, 2007

GAP tee from sweetest bf no.2 and shikin ah ma darling. =) LOVES!!

ANGEL_scribbled * -1:56 AM

miracle from darling lao gong. which is a miracle my lao gong will buy present for me. =)

ANGEL_scribbled * -1:53 AM

ALONE

horror movie? no... it's a comedy. haha. while, i had fun being stun by some scene. and.. i also had fun laughing and making fun of others who are scared. - EVILS~ just dun care. haha.

ANGEL_scribbled * -1:48 AM