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Sunday, December 17, 2006

counting down

last day of leave. SIANZ!

going back to work on monday... and im feeling superly reluctant. -_-

thx all for concern. hmm.. other than doing my best, i guess i got no other choice ar? poots.

anyway.. shopping today with family. though empty handed back. but den.. we ordered alot of shoes. baby had to purchase it for us at a cheaper price. heex. so that.. i bought a pair of boots for myself. it's kinda nice but looking at the price............. i never had one before so should buy one for myself ya.. anyway, it's "IN" nowadays. THEREFORE, what matter abt price? =x haha.

friday.

baby worked morning shift coz of me. went out shopping after work and bought alot alot of stuff. firstly, spent almost $150 at flesh imp. AS USUAL, we are quite regular in spending so much at the shop. baby bought a pant and bermz oh ya.. tshirt also. i bought a top, green in colour. NICE. den headed to mango sales.... SO DAMN crowded. i got no chance to try any clothings... therefore i only bought a jean short for $49. it's kinda cheap compare to normal pricing for mango.

wanted to have crystal jade korean food for dinner, but due to the queue, i changed my mind. changed to sushi tei... see the amt of ppl waiting for table. gosh... i change my mind again. not that i dun wana queue, my stomach dun allow me to queue. in the end, we went to meritus mandrian for dinner. well.. their "famous chicken rice" that cost "$23". WE ATE THAT. regreted. it's not as wonderful... ARGH. the worse dinner ever. -_- whole dinner cost us $53. NOT WORTH.

went over to hereen after dinner. wah.. so many to buy. bought ourselves necklace and stuff. NICE!! haha. i guess... im really overspending ar? well... shhHh.. baby never complain. =x no choice.... im used to shop whenever i want and i will get whatever i want too. bleahx.

after all shopping... went back baby's place for mj. played for the whole night and im superly tired. zzZZzzz...

alright. bed time la. im suppose to slp much earlier de but due to too much slp in the morning and afternoon.. im still quite awake. haha.

ANGEL_scribbled * -4:46 AM

Thursday, December 14, 2006

complete failure.

pathetic.

i mean im really pathetic.

superly down now and i look beside.... only gai gai is with me. -_- pathetic isnt it?

i can imagine there will be alot of laugher from dad and mum.. sis and bro maybe.

DUN ASK ME WHEN IS THE NEXT ONE. IM NOT SAYING.

argh!

shut up.

ANGEL_scribbled * -4:46 PM

Wednesday, December 13, 2006

wonderful family outing.

last sat gathering with "the family". superly sweet. i love all!

meet up with lao gong. nan de nu er came out with us too. shikin ah ma and marilyn also turned up. HAPPY. though the other's was not able to meet up. but i still ALL.

of coz. alot of pics are taken. posting up soon worz. =)

just came back from company's xmas lunch. the 2 week leaves, i seems to miss out "alot". it's busy like hell and frm wat they said it's almost 5k calls per day. "ARE YOU SURE?" oh my.. i can imagine i will be so retarded when im back at work with the 5k calls. haha. so meanwhile, i shall take my time and enjoy my last few days of holidays to the FULLEST!!

im still so full. had alot of "sinful" food just now at the xmas lunch buffet. though no meat, but i ate alot of sweet stuff. OH MY... im feeling so "fattening"!

will be meeting jie soon I HOPE. of coz, not to forget, my ladies - lao da and lao san. =) shar and eddy also? I WANA MEET ALL THAT I CAN!!

mummy and nu er

lao gong and lao po

i know dear loves me.

now, he is thinking of me.

ANGEL_scribbled * -8:59 PM

RUBBISH

had a chat over sms with yongz.

i think im evil. always trouble him when i missed "him".

anyway, he asked me not to be silly and not to be stupid. "FORGET ABT HIM!" well said by yongz. I know im silly, but what to do... silly gal ma. haha. =x

to be frank, im happy with whatever that i had now le. but just the missing part of me.... feeling ultra sad over "him". for the love that never once mine, that's what im sad for. for the person i treated wholeheartly before, that's also what im sad for. pathetic isnt it?

well...
path to recovery is never easy,
but....
time is the key to it.

not the matter of time, take it slowly and forget it bits by bits. never easy to recover from sadness but at least start to make yourself happier.

i believe, i will be strong enough. after all, the story of a panda and cowie had already ended. though it had ended pathetically, i gain love frm many other. im still loved. =)

ANGEL_scribbled * -4:11 AM

Friday, December 08, 2006

my wonderful life.

i can imagine myself being very pathetic without all of you!

i love my darling.
i love my sunzi.
i love my baby.
i love shar.
i love eddy.
i love lao da.
i love lao san.
i love kenneth.
i love liming.
i love shikin.
i love jasper too. (though she alwayz make me PEK CEK) haha.
i love jove baobei too and kelly.
i love my friends.
i love my sisters.
i love i love.
i love my beloved family.
i love my relatives.

that's for sure.

just came back from ponggol. eddy fetched us home. very very tired but i need to stay awake so as to wake baby up later for work. poor baby had to wake up at 6am. woke up early today and cooked breakfast for baby before he went to work. im really quite tired. yAwnz. had to wake up early this month to prepare for breakfast and send baby off work coz im clearing my leaves. seldom have the time or energy to cook for him, well, take this chance to do it den. =)

looking forward to the trip to thailand. will be going with eddy and shar. it will be superly fun. i know. heex.

recently got to learn a new game frm mei. she taught all of us. it's called the ASSHOLE tai di. haha. tai di normally is played by 4 person. but with this ASSHOLE tai di, we can play with 5 person. I never realise that tai di can be so fun. haha. well... being a "beginner" of the game, i was being crowned as "asshole" for 7 times and that's the reason WHY.. shar is calling me ASSHOLE. hmpf. but than... "feng shui lun liu zuan".. shar was being crowned 4 times as well.. haha.

we are planning for xmas party either at my place or babys' place. still at the planning stage, any suggestion? of coz, i wana celebrate with my darlings and sunzi. pls do join in the fun k? as usual, we will do the cooking or.. shall we bbq? hMmmm..

my life will be incomplete without my dearest baby. he is the one that brought me laughter and smile. im proud to have him around and by my side. after going thru so much, i nv once regret holding on to my happiness even though I did indirectly made baby hurt someone deeply. but just as said, happiness is in your hand... dun think too much but to enjoy the current happiness. =) that's also what i will say to shar and eddy.

not to afraid, not to worry. think of present and follow your heart. not to afraid that you are unable to commit. happiness is the most impt element.

shar... looking at your current position now... i saw the past me. i used to thought that i will be okie without baby. but till the day, i really realised that "im losing him", i cried hard. i used to worry so much abt the future and made me superly stress and unhappy. i used to thought that i could not commit much. but the thoughts and worries are useless. what is the present, and the current person beside you is the most impt things you had to cherish and treasure. hold on to your happiness k? wished to see both of you happily together. alright?

btw.. since kriz's is your kor.. it means.. im your da sao... dun be so "ke qi" to me. you can treat me like how you treat kriz. haha. im okie de. understand? =)

my darling currently enjoying herself with her holiday trip. *envy* hopefully she buy lots of stuff for me. haha.. MISS MISS MISS LOTS!!!!

and my sunzi too... GOOD LUCK FOR TP!!! i wana see you with your license TOO!!!

time for some gathering all my frenz. im having my leaves frm 4dec till 17dec. pls date me out soon!! =)

ANGEL_scribbled * -5:06 AM

Tuesday, December 05, 2006

awaiting for the TP.
awaiting for the wish!
mircale do happen right?

*pray hard*

im having revision at 1:55pm. and im here still at home blogging.. haha..

well... to sum it up.. i had an interesting night yest. of coz with dear shar and eddy. to be frank, they are nice and.. they are very true to themselves and towards friends? had been hanging out together lately.. and things did improve for baby recently.

i do understand how baby feel toward "the friends" and "the true friends". I believe he is rather disappointed with some people he really cared. It seems like they thought that it's so... "nothing big deal" and treated him differently.. but.. to be frank, some of them just HAVE GROW UP and think. I find it rather stupid as we are almost all around the age to UNDERSTAND the comman logic.

i do get childish at times and most of the time is toward parent and relative.. of coz toward baby too. but... my childishness ain for serious matter.

well.. shall be back to blog for more.... rushing off now... wee.................~

ANGEL_scribbled * -1:37 PM