+ . . [ [ :: the angel in disguise

Wednesday, July 30, 2008

official housewife of Jove Chen! sat and sun spent, HOME! cleaning the house, washing clothes, folding dear's clothes. cooking lunch and dinner. vcd, dvd and mj games. spore too small to explore further. save more for our next trip, we shall stay home and be caveman and cavewoman.

meet up with the gfs. dinner and gossip session never ending. we landed at nikki's place drinking and playing boardgames! haha.

meet up with xx on sun and dinner prepared by ms lim and mr chen for my beloved gal. i believe she's very full that day! haha. what shall be the next dinner be? any craving?

meet up with ling. short shopping trip and dinner together at SIM. sch is so boring. I attempt to fell aslp so many times. as said, i love the bond which remain since sec. we shared some past today.. and i miss my ex quite a little. STUPID DRANGONFLY! haha. the topic never less out that horse still.. i wonder when shall we stop discussing abt her.. a little hard har? haha!

my past with her can be so sweet. while reading thru the diary, im amazed by the language and every silly events that we'd been thru before. really happy moment.. except for the part... haha. crap. not to mention. =)

anyway.. sch started and it sux! so tired and really tired!! =( lesson on tue and wed. dun arrange meet up on the both day wor.

well.. back home early today. my gf happily playing herself at ktv pub without me!! =( alright, i shall be nice and not to grumble. let her have fun with her frenz den. heex.

ANGEL_scribbled * -11:48 PM

i took the quiz too. same result as ling. haha.

You're a girly flirt
When it comes to flirting, you don't like to be too aggressive in your pursuit. You just let men make the first move. And they always do! That's because they're attracted to your girl-next-door charm, and your friendliness means guys aren't too intimated by you to approach.

Your only weakness? Sometimes you tend to be a tad too shy or subtle in your seductions. Even if you really like someone, you'd rather keep those feelings to yourself than risk exposing your true emotions. But opening up doesn't have to mean an all-out confession: By mastering a few body language signals of attraction (such as lingering your gaze, touching his arm, etc.), you'll send the message that you're interested without appearing too obvious.

ANGEL_scribbled * -11:47 PM

Tuesday, July 22, 2008

wonderful gathering. wonderful bday dinner. wonderful group. wonderful soul mates.

as realized by JC and CL, true friends keep the bond together. true friends be there for each other. true friends go thru happiness and sadness.

i remembered crying hard on the phone to ling.
i remembered crying hard on the phone to xx.
i remembered crying hard on the phone to amy.
i remembered crying hard on the phone to JC.

the fragile heart was hidden by my strong front. the more i wana hide it, the more they feel my pain. i wish and hope i'll never cry again. at least.. not tears of hurt and pain.

mummy and mei bought a lot of goodies from japan. out of the blue, mummy bought me a lot of hp strip. haha. she would want me to replace the one i put to hers'. i knew that she knows who gave me the hp strip. maybe tat's why she hope i'll change it so as not to think so much anymore. at least, dont see it, dont miss her.

my heart needs time to recover and JC been making a lot of effort to make me recover. I know and im aware. thanks for not giving up on me and accepting the way i am. my gf wonderful, isnt she?

my dear, you aint alone. im still here by your side. i know i cant replace her, but at least im here to accompany you. cheers k? let her rest in peace and yes, we shall see her off with our smiling face.

=)

HAPPY BELATED BIRTHDAY TO ADELINE JIE AND AMY KOR!!
LOVE BOTH DEEP DEEP!!
and HOPE ALL ENJOYED!!

ANGEL_scribbled * -1:35 AM

Wednesday, July 16, 2008

*cold.

not feeling very good now. air con a little too strong. head is spinning ard. tired.

my chimp happily sleep herself - on my bed. she snore to the extend of letting everyone knows that she's aslp.

tooopid jasper.. make her wait for too long. payback!!

im tired. sign off den.

xx - meet meet! we shall discuss more when we meet up.. tml?? MISS LOTS!

ANGEL_scribbled * -12:35 AM

Tuesday, July 15, 2008

my gf.. changed my status to MARRIED.
and she said, i belong to her.
no, i said.
i belongs to my dad and mum.

whahahaha..

ANGEL_scribbled * -12:55 AM

Sunday, July 13, 2008

summarize,
a sad new that we'd prepared for. jc's mum passed away peacefully on Monday 070708. been busy helping out at the funeral. of coz.. every moment seems so familiar to me. dun wish to recall, but still, i miss him lots. i understand the pain. understand the hurt. understand the feeling of don't bear to let her go. understand the memories of the past. understand the need to have someone by your side. irregardless how tired am i, i still wish to stay by your side longer.

thanks on behalf. thanks for those that care. thanks for those who accompanied till late night. thanks for those who contributes. thanks for all the concerns. i believe it's till such moment, you will really know what's call true friends. and i believe dear realized, she has a lot. =)

blame myself for arguing with you when you're feeling down. blame myself for pushing you too hard to find out the truth. im sorry. i din mean to push or force you. just that since i found out already, the more i shld know the story inside out.

dun wish to care anymore. i only wish to be by your side. to wipe your tears away. to hug you when you're down. to pat you when you lose hope. jc, loves!

my past haunt me too much. cried hard and it hurt even more. my heart wants to believe my love, but my mind wants me to face the fact. blame myself for viewing blogs. blame myself to recall the period of time. am i the one at fault to cause my rs failure? am i to be blamed? i know it's the past. but why do the past still hurt so much?

ANGEL_scribbled * -7:20 PM

Sunday, July 06, 2008

am back.
but
im sick!
diaoz..
very sick sia..
=(
down with fever, flu, cough, gastric.
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ANGEL_scribbled * -11:36 PM

Saturday, July 05, 2008

bintan... OFF I GO!!
miss all. deeply.

ANGEL_scribbled * -1:03 AM

Tuesday, July 01, 2008

HK!