+ . . [ [ :: the angel in disguise

Monday, May 29, 2006

i used to be the world to someone.. but no longer now..

i used to be dote so much by someone.. but no longer now..

i used to be loved so much.. but no longer now..

life becoming more and more meaningless... in the middle of the night.. tears just roll down as freely as they want..

i cant recall when's the happiest moment of my life..
i cant recall when did i really smile..

i noe you hate to see me cry. hate to see me angry. hate to see me sad. hate to see me miserable. but i cant feel the love from you anymore. i feel lyk im nothing at all. whatever i do now is all wrong to you. whatever i say now is just adding on to your stress. i also dun wana nag you. dun wana scold you. dun wana be angry with you. no more. wun nag. wun scold. wun be angry anymore.

i noe you will accept others.... i.......... will stay strong.. even without your love.. without you by my side.. without you bothering about me..

a song to intro... by su hui lun.
Gao Su Wo

ANGEL_scribbled * -3:15 AM

Friday, May 26, 2006

school bloggie

it's been a long long time ever since i visited school website. if not due to finding some contact no. from the yellow pages.. i don't tink i will thought of entering. found something interesting.. though it had been created before i left the school.

weblog

nowadays rp student hao xing fu~ ya.. haha...

got a place to chat, know friends, view more school mates' blog, nag about grp mates, gossip and more.. haha.. interesting isnt it??

how lucky.. we dont have it at "our" time. but we enjoyed school still.. remember those days of skipping school to kpool, kbox, sushi, cafe, relax... wah.. fun!! haha..

grad day coming soon.. excited? haha.. got my white blouse and pant le.. looking forward to the whole SIT gathering.. haha.. my parent are coming too.. seeing me with office wear.. receiving my one and only diploma cert!! haha.. it's somehow proud to see your girl up there.. receiving something that she deserved.

i recalled the last prize giving ceremony my parent attended. it was during sec 3 when i top the whole school for chinese examination. power right? haha.. =x i still received book vouchers and a lot of chinese story books. haha..

see see... 6pm le.. OFF WORK LOR!! haha.. will be back to update more ya..

ANGEL_scribbled * -5:53 PM

Thursday, May 25, 2006

stay strong

promise to stay strong no matter wat. no more tears for you. no more no more.

im breaking down soon.......

ANGEL_scribbled * -1:21 AM

Tuesday, May 23, 2006

first

msg specially for gal and lao da. and im stealing my slp time to blog this specially for the 2 of you!! haha..

gal. dun close your blog ya. WE ARE STILL VERY INTERESTED TO READ IT. yeah. there's a lot of memories in the blog. happy.. sad.. funny.. freaking boring school life.. our nagging.. our evil jokes.. our gossip.. all in the blog.. so DONT CLOSE DOWN ya!

maybe.. devote yourself to a job will make you less stress??

every relationship had their ups and downs. i understand what you are going thru as in your parents.. it's tough to maintain a relationship when all family members disagree with it. but the problem is.. love him ma? worth it ma? you once told me.. wat matter most is how i feel.. now my turn to tell you. wat matter most is how you feel. if you insist your way, i believe they also cant do anything but to agree with your decision.. but come to an end.. is all this worth for you to sacrifice? of coz no one wish to fall out from family due to a guy.. moreover, family is still the closest to you.. but if there's a decision to be make, think over carefully den. =)

no point crying hard. the problem revolves everyday.. it wouldnt be solve until the day the agree with your relationship. so BE STRONG k? if really feel like crying.. lao da and i lend you our shoulder k? but... remind me to wear something that would not absorb water.. if not.. my whole shirt will be very wet sia.. =x heex..

lao da. my eyes is power right? i can recognise her. haha. and yeah.. argee.. she is super the not so good looking ar.. haha.. as said.. look like a bitch.. =x pls laugh.. coz she deserved to be SINGLE! =x i sound so evil.. she looked like a ghost sia. her face is like.. superly WHITE and her eyes is superly small yet trying to use eye liner and mascara to make it bigger. yuCkz.. and i dun tink pei pei will want a bitch.. if not.. gal and i will kill him!! haha..

MOS on wed? or zouk? onz bo? haha.. =x

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second

the ladies night on last wed. i never got the time to blog it down.

dbl O will never be so interesting without the pretty ladies. and a drunk baby of mine. duno how to drink.. still wana drink so much.. vomited on other's leg... and drop dead in the cab.. poor me have to end the interesting and fun night early to send her home.. oh my oh my.. i missed the fun with the pretty ladies..

let's enjoyed another night again again!! my pretty ladies.. winkz.

i miss clubbing with my dearest ling. soBz.. she had not been feeling good recently.. how i wish she will be some how better now.. all stay strong alright?

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third

i wana watch DaVinci code. everyone's comment is so good about the show!! i wana watch too.. any kind soul.. pls treat me to watch the movie? haha..

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fourth

grad ceremony is drawing near. i also need attire.. shopping trip? lao da~~ and yesh.. i bet gal and i do missed the crazy days we had in sch ya.. when's another crazy day?

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fifth

work is super stress recently.. i had been staying back in office till 830pm.. superly hungry yet cannot go off due to incomplete tasks. how i wish my misery will end soon!!

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sixth

im looking forward for my dear to get her pay and treat me with nice food.. come fetch me on her off day and enjoyed that day with me without missing anyone else!! m & m dinner again pls... =P

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seventh

a long update. and i shall end it with the lucky o7. actually feeling a little upset as i realised that someone replaced my position as "x ka". someone shld understand wat im talking about.. maybe.. it's time.... time for bed. need to wake up early in the morning for work.. *yaWnz.. before i end.. pictures will be uploaded. my interesting night with the pretty ladies. =)

the lao da and maine

maine with baby pooh

darlings

click here to view more pictures.

ANGEL_scribbled * -3:10 AM

Monday, May 22, 2006

cant slp ya.. sob... how how? i need to wake up at 7am.. and im still superly AWAKE!!

the M making her dear so sad ya.. coz she's missing another person instead of her dear.. how bad ya!! hmpf..

im so bored now.. suppose to slp de.. but i also cant get to slp.. ARGH!!!

BORED!

ANGEL_scribbled * -2:41 AM

Monday, May 15, 2006

happy birthday my dearest sis!

HAPPY BIRTHDAY LIM XIAO WEI!! my dearest sister...

im falling in love with apple. IPOD NANO.. IPOD VIDEO! i love!! i will also fall in love with whoever that get it for me!! haha..

my mum bought ipod nano for my sister as bday present.. sob sob.. where's mine sia.. =(

was very drunk last night.. din mean to be drunk but just.. duno why i drink so much sia.. just not feeling okie lor.. just wana have someone to rely on.. i wana be dote on.. i wana be loved.. i wana be a princess of the one.. but why the one is not here yet?

i declare.. im missing so many ppl dearly..

o1. my darling mei. ling

o2. my dearest FYP mates.
o2.1 gal
o2.2 jess
o2.3 zhen

o3. the lao da of gal and i. vAnz

o4. my dearest ex.
o4.1 fox chong
o4.2 kriz huang

o5. my sec sch buddies.
o5.1 aiai
o5.2 tania
o5.3 ruifang
o5.4 miao zhen
o5.5 grace
05.6 joyce
05.7 joanne
o5.8 juniors
o5.9 seniors
o5.1o sec 5a

o6. the sillest boy ever. nic

o7. my sisters.
o7.1 michelle chen
o7.2 michelle loke
o7.3 karen tan
o7.4 yin hui
o7.5 nelly
o7.6 yar hui
o7.7 regina
o7.8 berline
07.9 si hui
o7.10 xue er

08. my brothers.
o8.1 joey
o8.2 ash
o8.3 andrew

o9. my one and only dearie. ade

1o. my dearest dear. mick

11. my dearest buddy. celeste

miss all of you so much.. and really.. everyone of you has to take good care of yourself k? muAckz..

ANGEL_scribbled * -12:12 AM

Sunday, May 14, 2006

i tagged gal, nicholas, vAn, jess, zhen, ling, aiai and tania.

shall ans to my sister's bo liao tag.

INSTRUCTIONS.
1. The tagged victim has to come up with 8 different points of his/her perfect lover.
2. Mention the gender of his/her perfect lover.
3. Tag 8 victims to join this game and leave a comment at their blogs.
4. If you are tagged the second time, there is no need to do this AGAIN.
5. The most impt rule: have fun doing it.

#o1 he must be taller than me and look presentable. im 1.68 tall, mind you.

#o2 he must be able to support me and dependable. Earning more than me will be a better advantage. haha.

#o3 he must be a gentleman so that will treat my sisters, friends and family well and love whoever i love.

#o4 he must be sensitive, caring and loving enough.

#o5 he must dote me a lot and provide me with everything i wan in order to make me happy. Love me of course.

#o6 he must be and has to be able to tolerate me. my hot temper, unreasonable, demanding, impatience and rubbish.

#o7 he must be by my side whenever i need him. able to make me laugh when im down. able to stick out with me always..

#o8 he must has the same interest with me and having the common topic to talk with.

I think if ever there’s a guy that meet such expectation of mine.. I will marry him sia.. haha.. make me your queen den if i meet such a guy sia.. haiz.. where's the one ya??

ANGEL_scribbled * -11:54 PM

Wednesday, May 10, 2006

had some gathering last sat.

shopping with ling.. we shop the whole day.. as well as spent alot. suppose to get something for our mum as mother's day gift, but in the end, wat we bought were all for ourselves. haha. =x dinner at sakae.. the 2 little gals eat so much.. haha.. we ate gyu don, sashimi, sushi, ebi tempura, tofu, yasai nabe, salmon..... yummy.. i wana eat somemore.. haha..

after dinner.. went to meet gal and van for awhile at mac cafe.. the 2 of them super good.. watch movie never ask me along.. hmpf.. =( gal starting work soon le.. happy for her.. so tat our off day can go shopping!! yeah!! haha.. =x and lao da.... dun slack le.. find job!! =)

went for a hair cut on sun. my stylist help me to curl my hair. she just want me to have a rough idea how it will look like if it's perm. hmmm.. so should i perm my hair den? it looks quite nice lei.. not aunty at all. haha..

i falling sick again... suffering from sore throat.. drink alot of water le, hopefully my throat wun feel so pain anymore.. argh.

not forgetting to mention about the company dinner tat took place on fri. it's fun. free flow of international food. wah!! the cakes are nice. smoke salmon is nice.. yummy... i sound so pig now sia.. everyday also talk about food. haha. some pics taken on tat day. will post it out soon.

ANGEL_scribbled * -12:15 AM

想念你的歌

是否曾经后悔过　
那时候负气说走　就走

是否偶尔想过我　所以埋怨我　
没打听你的下落

逞强常常让人无法负荷　
躲起来边哭边说 I miss you
还舍不得把你封锁

星光闪烁　如何拥有　
站在远方才看见星空的轮廓
虽然有时候　会寂寞

墙上时钟　停格　你说放开手才会快乐
用悲伤的脉搏写成想念你的歌

该怎么才能让你懂呢　
谁对谁错已经模糊了　忘记了

我们都处理得有点笨拙　
毕竟从来没有　像这一次如此爱过

想念常让我无法负荷　
常常只有一个念头 I miss you
我的爱情从来没有死掉过

ANGEL_scribbled * -12:06 AM

Tuesday, May 09, 2006

祈祷

i kapo again. opps. =x sorry. haha.

忽远又忽近灰色的天飘着雨..

擦干又湿透哭红的眼吹着风

掏空花朵的瓶口泪水灌溉了寂寞
故事将慢慢被带过...

无能为力祈祷著能将你拥入怀中
手指冰冷的温度无情命运任性的捉弄

无能为力祈祷著你能感觉我的温柔
用尽力气狠狠的把你看够舍不得放手..

无能为力..

的祈祷著..

ANGEL_scribbled * -2:47 AM

Monday, May 08, 2006

love.

i kapo from han yong's blog. the part i like was actually the chinese part only. haha.

love ( P )
n.
A deep, tender, ineffable feeling of affection and solicitude toward a person, such as that arising from kinship, recognition of attractive qualities, or a sense of underlying oneness.

An expression of one's affection

A strong positive emotion of regard and affection

loved, lov·ing, loves
v. tr.
To have a deep, tender, ineffable feeling of affection and solicitude toward (a person)

Synonyms: love, affection, devotion, fondness, infatuation
These nouns denote feelings of warm personal attachment or strong attraction to another person.

- 故作的坚强，虚伪的力量，撑过这一刻更悲伤。。。
不该想却割舍不下原谅我冷漠，选择不联络
因为我，担心你会听见我还那么难过。 -

ANGEL_scribbled * -2:45 AM

maine with perm hair

ANGEL_scribbled * -2:21 AM

Thursday, May 04, 2006

the long wait.................. my TP.

company dinner tml for the excellent job and hard work we had put in. =) international buffet at pan pacific.. YUMMY...!!

in love with ice cream lately.. those with no milk.. no cream.. fat free ice cream.. love that lemon and apple flavour.. wah.. NICE!!

somehow.. missing alot of ppl alot alot.. missing pri sch life.. sec sch life.. poly life... and so on.. missing all my dearest classmates.. and missing all my dearest friends...

by the way.. first pay is on the way.. im so excited about it!! haha..

I WAN ZEN VISION.

it's super chio can.. i fall in love with it the moment i saw it on the display table. shall i get it or wait till the 2nd batch to be out? hmmmm...

daddy bought new hp. im going to exchange my fone with him. opps. sounds evil. haha. but den.. who cares? he asked me to exchange with him somemore. heex.

ANGEL_scribbled * -11:39 PM